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Time is Love.

2011-12-14T23:39:00.000+08:00

Watches

mark the passage of time.

But more than this, they embrace it.

Past, present and future.

Time

brings not the answer,

but a chance to ponder:

Should I let go?

Or hold on regardless?

Time

may turn your whole world upside down,

but never change what's in your heart.

Time flows by, but never flow away.

她的每一句话，都会说到你心里

2011-09-14T18:25:00.000+08:00

张小娴说：有时候，我们愿意原谅一个人，

并不是我们真的愿意原谅他，而是我们不想失去他。

不想失去他，唯有假装原谅他。

张小娴说：做一个诚实的孩子。

喜欢一个人，不到一定程度，不要轻易去说喜欢。

因为你的一句轻浮的话，很可能悲伤另一个人一段时光。

也有的，将会是，一生。

张小娴说：当时间过去，

我们忘记了我们曾经义无反顾地爱过一个人，

忘记了他的温柔，忘记了他为我做的一切。

我对他再没有感觉，我不再爱他了。

为甚么会这样？原来我们的爱情败给了岁月。

首先是爱情使你忘记时间，然后是时间使你忘记爱情。

张小娴说：大部分负心人的记性都是差劲的。

如果他的记性好，记得情人为他付出的一切，

记得当天多么甜蜜，他又如何能够忍心背弃她？

张小娴说：男人和女人，一旦睡過，就會對對方有要求;

有要求，就有埋怨，有埋怨，就有痛苦 ;

有痛苦，就有怨恨。

张小娴说：寂寞的人，感冒会拖得特别的久，因为她自己也不想痊愈。

张小娴说：女人放弃一个跟不上她的男人，是有志气。

男人放弃一个跟不上他的女人，则是无义。

张小娴说：好的爱情是你透过一个男人看到世界，坏的爱情是你为了一个人舍弃世界。

张小娴说：失望，有时候也是一种幸福。

因为有所期待，所以才会失望。

因为有爱，才会有期待。

所以纵使失望也是一种幸福，虽然这种幸福有点痛。

张小娴说：两个人在一起是为了快乐，分手时为了减轻痛苦，

你无法再令我快乐，我也唯有离开，

我离开的时候，也很痛苦，

只是，你肯定比我痛苦，因为我首先说再见，

首先追求快乐的是我。

张小娴说：如果没有很大把握，又或者没有坚定地信念，

请不要说太长久的承诺。

相爱时叫承诺，不爱的时候呢？

也不是谎言吧。

毕竟爱着的时候就算说了地久天长，相信也是出自真心。

只不过后来的离开，不是自己能把握的。

张小娴说：不要在爱情结束后，

把那个你曾经爱过的到处指责，将TA说的一无是处。

没必要的，既然留不住心，不如留下那份感情的纯洁度，

蒙了尘，也就减损了回忆的价值。

张小娴说：你以为不可失去的人，原来并非不可失去，

你流干了眼泪，自有另一个人逗你欢笑，

你伤心欲绝，然后发现不爱你的人，

根本不值得你为之伤心，

今天回首，何尝不是一个喜剧？

情尽时，自有另一番新境界，

所有的悲哀也不过是历史。

张小娴说：开始的开始总是甜蜜的

后来就有了厌倦、习惯、背弃、寂寞、绝望和冷笑

曾经渴望与一个人长相厮守，后来，多么庆幸自己离开了

曾几何时，在一段短暂的时光里，

我们以为自己深深的爱着的一个人。

后来，我们才知道

那不是爱，那只是对自己说谎。

张小娴说：同一个人，是没法给你相同的痛苦的。

当他重复地伤害你，那个伤口已经习惯了，感觉已经麻木了，

无论在给他伤害多少次，也远远不如第一次受的伤那么痛了。

张小娴说：时间会让你了解爱情，时间能够证明爱情，也能够把爱推翻。

没有一种悲伤是不能被时间减轻的。

如果时间不可以令你忘记那些不该记住的人，

我们失去的岁月又有什么意义？

张小娴说：一个钱币最美丽的状态，不是静止，

而是当它像陀螺一样转动的时候，没人知道，

即将转出来的那一面，是快乐或痛苦，是爱还是恨。

快乐和痛苦，爱和恨，总是不停纠缠。

张小娴说：爱情中最伤感的时刻是后期的冷淡，一个曾经爱过你的人，

忽然离你很远，咫尺之隔，却是天涯。

曾经轰轰烈烈，曾经千回百转，曾经沾沾自喜，曾经柔肠寸断。

到了最后，最悲哀的分手竟然是悄无声息。

张小娴说：世上最凄绝的距离是两个人本来距离很远，互不相识，

忽然有一天，他们相识，相爱。距离变得很近。

然后有一天，不再相爱了，本来很近的两个人，变得很远，甚至比以前更远。

张小娴说：抛弃别人总比被人抛弃好过一点，

所谓离别，总是一个走，一个留下，

走的那个当然比不上留下的那一个痛苦。

张小娴说：一个承诺在最需要的时候没有兑现，那就是出卖，以後再兑现，已经没什么意思了。

张小娴说：我们总是不懂得珍惜眼前人？

在未可预知的重逢里，我们以为总会重逢，总会有缘再会，

总以为有机会说一声对不起，却从没想过每一次挥手道别，都可能是诀别，

每一声叹息，都可能是人间最后的一声叹息。

张小娴说：你遇上一个人，你爱他多一点，那么，你始终会失去他。

然后，你遇上另一个，他爱你多一点，那么，你早晚会离开他。

直到一天，你遇到一个人，你们彼此相爱。

终于你明白，所有的寻觅，也有一个过程。

从前在天涯，而今咫尺。

张小娴说：爱情总是想象比现实美丽，

相逢如是，告别亦如是。

我们以为爱得很深、很深，

来日岁月，会让你知道，它不过很浅、很浅。

最深最重的爱，必须和时日一起成长。

一步一步走火入魔

2011-08-28T02:28:00.000+08:00

請先了解我，再說愛上我

2011-08-20T21:16:00.000+08:00

請先了解我，再說愛上我

因為、很快的我會年華老去

我的額頭會出現皺紋、我的身材會走樣、我會青春不再

不要只因一時的感覺就愛上我

因為、這種飄渺的感覺太不可靠、生命週期太短暫

有一天他要離開的時候、他只需要告訴我：因為沒感覺了

不要只因我乖順就愛上我

因為、這樣一來，我便失去了表達意見的理由

我在愛情里便失去了抗議的權利

不要只因我的笑容就愛上我

因為………

我從不對外人表現任何不悅

我的傷心、我的忿怒我的眼淚、只讓我愛的人看見

不要只因我鬼點子多就愛上我

因為我不知道那一天我會江郎才盡

我不知道哪一天、你又會愛上另一個人

更不要因看電影沒人陪、寂寞少個人擁抱、逛街沒人讓你牽、車多個座位、這樣才說愛上我

這樣的需求、太多人可以滿足、並不需要非得我來不可

我想要的是一個了解我後、才說愛上我的人

了解一個人又需要花多少的時間呢？

等你我了解彼此的時候

而你，到時候還會不會愛上我？

幸福常常像貓和他的尾巴、所以當貓決定努力往前走時、幸福就跟在後面了。

Meg ~

2011-08-15T00:22:00.000+08:00

忠于原味.

2011-07-09T04:02:00.000+08:00

Told you I wouldn't have much to update lol.

Only my 7 weeks of internship, but im so bored of working life already.

Everytime at work, i would be counting down the time to get off it hehe.

Guess I'm not suited to work yet.

I do feel like I'm just a small kid, have lots to learn.

Some of the jobs are easy, just too time consuming..

But i make too many mistakes, I am too careless.

I feel so bad .. because this is real work , not just some assignment..

One mistake would make a big difference..

I was so disappointed with myself that i really think that i shouldn't be an engineer, stop studying and take something else.

Because my brain functioning too slow, it's so hard for me to understand ..

It's okay now.

I overcome it.. I will overcome it.

I know giving up is for losers .. So i would hold on and work harder to improve myself.

Though i still think that going to work is really really boring haha.

I know running away from a problem is not the best way.

I know i have to face it eventually.

Just that i really dont know how to start ..

I hope things could remain .. can prolong it as much as i can.

Really dont want it to happen .. I'm just so sorry.

I know i am a stupid girl ... never know what i want .. cant make up my mind..

What is wrong with me >_< !

I just want to be the happy go lucky girl i used to be.

I miss her alot...

p/s: Trying to be a better person so that no one could hurt me anymore no matter what .

Emo post.

2011-06-12T03:28:00.000+08:00

I'm so emo now .. but i dont know why.

Maybe it's confusion that's making me emo ..

Sometimes i just cant stop my jealousy towards people who are so beautiful ..

They could be beautiful in many ways to me .. good features, good body figures, being so fair, sweet , natural beauty , inner beauty , and how beautiful their life seems to me too ..

Dont know why when i look at myself, i cant seems to find anything ..

I always try to improve myself, not to change who i am, just to be a better person.

But it just seems so hard. Like nothing ever matter even when i try to change.

It's like all are pointless effort.

Then i start to tell myself being who i am is enough.

But somewhere deep within i kinda know this is just an excuse i came up for myself to give up.

I dont know what is right and wrong anymore..

Sometimes i just dont know how am i supposed to live my life.

Last time at least i still have my good result.

Maybe that's one of the reasons why i would put effort in studying.

But now, no matter how i study i still wont understand ..

and won't score .. Result in degree definitely saying im not clever even if i wanna be.

oh .. and im super forgetful.. And a sucker for directions ..

Even if friend brought me b4 , even is a place in ktn .. i still couldnt remember my way ..

Well, maybe it's really too hard for me to change who i am .. So i'm still just ... me ? the insignificant me.

Internship

2011-06-11T12:53:00.000+08:00

So long didnt update my blog ..
One of the reasons is because the line in my home now is too slow ..
Can hardly load a page =( ..

My year two in university is OVER
Now for my third year, i'm having my internship back in Kuantan !!
Been considering alot whether to have my intern in KL or Ktn ..
But i chose to take the last chance of living in Ktn ~

Company is okay i guess ..
Just im so lazy to go to work =.=
Everyday just waiting for 5pm lol ! ..
Worst than classes because we have breaks in classes, we can skip classes and we can sleep in classes .. not now ..
And of course, i do miss study life , most of all, i miss my 11+1 gang !!
Don't really have much friends back in Ktn , and of course wouldn't have one gang here..
Just miss the time we would just keep talking about stupid things and laugh like nobody business haha ~ So carefree right ?

Here i only always wait for nice movie to show in cinema ~
Only entertainment i guess lol.
And i wanna start exercising ! since i dont wanna reduce my food consumption haha ~
Been growing alot fats since i back home .. hehe ..
What can i do, food is yummy and easy to get here ~
So wanna go for tomyam supper everyday =(

Going to work everyday remind me of how stupid i am ..
I always did wrong things , make mistakes and have difficulty in understanding ..
I really dont wanna be like that, but what's there to do ?
hate it alot ..
and i dont like to walk to lunch ! my friends said that i've become darker ..

p/s: Dont think i would have much to update now that my daily routine is so boring ; go work, come back eat , then sleep LOL ~

Sorry for a long post. You dont have to read if you dont like it.

2011-05-01T23:54:00.002+08:00

I just read a online novel.

It's about a wife , having a simple marriage life, everything's perfect.

Then one day, her perfect marriage falls apart.

Because her stupid husband maybe is too bored with their simple life,

have another woman outside.

The woman is pregnant so he wanted to divorce with his wife to marry her.

What's worse.. Is the wife loves him too much to let him go.

She wanted to keep him and make him realised how the girl only act pitiful and take advantage of his soft-hearted personality.

But at last the husband only help and listen to the bitch and even hit his own wife.

Totally heart broken, the wife agree to divorce without any compensation.

She stay strong and move on with her life.

One night the husband came and find her back.

Because he found out that the baby is not his ..

At last he divorce the bitch and come back to his wife.

But ... of course , how can we forgive such a jerk so easily?

What's done is done..

Then she realised she's pregnant.. and no matter what, she still loves him.. So they're back together..

Actually, some time ago, i already think before..
What if the husband or bf have affair outside..
For me, that's a death sentence.
Because i can never forgive someone being unfaithful.
I would leave him no matter what.
Then .. after i grow up abit ..
I realised , it's not that easy, say leave then leave.. If you're already in love.
Still, i could not accept..
If you ask me.. No matter how much i still love him..
How much i couldn't live without him ..
I will still choose to not forgive him and leave him.
Of course if im capable, i wont let them be together..
But i wont want him back too..
He doesnt deserve another chance and doesnt deserve me anymore.

The only problem is if there are kids..
Then they would be the victims..
That time mayb i cant be that selfish..
Really troublesome >.<

Last time for a short while, I just want what other girls want.
I only want to be a housewife stay at home.
Not very ambitious lol .. Wanna take up maybe bakery or beauty courses..
As my real ambition is to marry a good husband and be a housewife.
Lol .. how silly. Because a good husband doesnt really exist.
I found out that .. we could not just depends on the husband.
Imagine, you're at home taking care of baby everyday waiting husband to come home.
But this is when most husband would look down on the wife.. Thinking how aunty they become.. start to feel bored, dislike to go home..
No matter how they husband hurt them, bully them.. They can only endure it..
Because they have no ability to raise the baby and might lose the baby to the husband.
Therefore, i wanted to depend on myself.. At least i can live just well without husband.
Have the ability and courage to divorce and leave such a guy.

Sorry ... but i really dont have that kinda faith in guys..
Maybe i've heard too much stories...
How vulnerable guys are ..
So easy to be tempted .. being loyal and faithful .. are just words to them.. words that doesnt have any power in them.

Do you think girls cant have affair too??
It's because they're more rational .. they thinks about the consequence..
They respect their love and relationship.. They would not betray it easily..
How come guy would never think about how much he would hurt the girl ..
Or because their love is not that strong..

Once a GUY told me .. if a girl , just an average girl .. is naked and lay on his bed .. If he's a normal guy he would definitely be tempted.
That time .. i was thinking .. So .. it's that easy to steal a guy?

I know a lot of guys would hate me .. for thinking how weak they are.
and of course sometimes gals did the same thing.
I know i'm still young and that there are alot of things in the world that im ignorant of.
It's just from my point of view.
And of course .. it doesnt apply to all guys..
I'm not saying you all is like that.. Not all at least.
I'm just picking up the bad examples .. im a coward who doesnt like to take a risk.
If you are angry and want to prove me wrong , then remember what i said .. decades later .. be proud and tell me you are not one of those jerks..!
Talking about how it would not happen to you now is just useless.
And remember that having affair mentally is consider unfaithful too !!

And of course .. being so pessimist, i doubt i could find someone i could truly trust and open my heart to.
And of course .. when i say i didnt want to depend on guy ... i said it from the bottom of my heart.
You all may think it's just "talking cock" .. But i already knew that fact years aback.
Well .. even if i get married .. i would not truly or depends on him blindly..
I wanted to be independent. I am not willing to be a weak girl that cant life without a man.. I want to be a strong girl that a man can't life without.

And of course .. i really think of being single for life ..
It's better to be single and lonely than being hurt by the one you love.
But i admit, this might just only be "all talks" ..
Because i wanted a family on my own..
No husband no problem .. but i want children..
Even if with technology nowadays it's possible..
But i wont want my children to have an incomplete family.
So i have to choose .. aih ~

and of course.. even if i have family and friends ..
I would have to endure all those loneliness myself..
And woman that aren't married would have weird personality haha..
I don't want to turn out that way.

The last "and of course" , you all may think how childish I am to have this thinking.
No matter how serious and how much thought i give of it ..
I know im still too young to understand..
I know there's alot to sacrifice and how strong i have to be if i really wanted to be single for life..
If im given the choice.. of course i wish to be loved and protected as well.
somewhere deep in my heart ..
I want to believe that someday my mr right could come and open up my heart..
Would make me believe in him without any reasoning..
Prove me wrong and prove how bullshit is this blogpost. =)
I would wait patiently.

p/s: If you dont like this post, then just leave. Because this is where i have my rights to write down what's in my mind and heart. You dont have to mind what i wrote at all .. if you are sure you are not that kinda guys. It's all just me talking cock after all.

Lala's

2011-04-20T11:29:00.006+08:00

One of my gang .. is officially leaving us..

He made his own choice, chose his own path.

ALthough he already said that he might not be able to hold on,

I only will feel worry for him.

Now that he announced to really quit ,

suddenly i feel so mm se dak ..

One of us is gonna leave us ..

Not gonna have the chance to gather together ..

Talk about stupid things ..

See his "kua zhang" expression and body language ..

Even if i'm not that close wid u in our gang..

Not always play wid u when we out ..

But you are one of us already ..

And you are the founder of 11+1 !!!

Now what you want us to do ??

Change it to 10+1 ??

But 10+1 will never be the same as 11+1 ...
But maybe is a good thing ,
so i no need to worry i would be heavier than u !

You always say you are useless .

But we didnt think so ..

We think you are very talented ..

Just maybe this is not your interest ..

That your talent is not in this field ..

Aih ... I never expected I'm gonna miss you so much lor !!!

We all would miss you !

But 勉强没有幸福 , we would support your decision.

Take a good rest before you set out for your future again !!

Be strong in the path to your future.

You can do it !!! Ling-kun , ganbatte kudasai ! haha
May the force be with you ~

Sayonara Lala !!!

Dream

2011-04-19T01:10:00.003+08:00

I dreamed about you last night.

Don't even know why lol ...

Though i can't really remember what it is about ..

But this is not the first time i dreamed about you already.

I really dont know why ..

We didnt contact for so damn long.

It's not like i like you or something ..

Not like you are important to me ..

Not like you would miss me or i would miss you ..

Sometimes, dreams are very special right ?

Unpredictable ..

But .. this dream is quite similar to what happened in reality.

I'm so happy at first ..

Then ended up in tears ..

As i woke up , it seems .. i had really cried in my dream.

Of course, after waking up ..

It's just a dream.

A dream that only i know about ..

A dream that you have no idea what happened,

but i still hate you for making me cry in it.

Lol ~

I hate you .. kea.

倪安東

2011-04-17T02:04:00.000+08:00

I'm loving Anthony Neely so much now ... He's too handsome .. When he sings, he's too perfect. How am i gonna fall for someone else , when i am falling for you ?~ Listening to these two songs with the mv , I actually felt like crying .. Yup, i believe your music really touched my heart .

Never growing up.

2011-04-14T00:55:00.000+08:00

My sick entry.

Last week, after back from the road trip, i was sickly sick.
Had terrible stomachache and diarrhea.
Feeling so weak that i feel like fainting..
No appetite at all .. so suffering ..
Wanted to go to doctor, but i know i cannot drive anymore.

But on the next day, was feeling better..
So i dont know if i should go to doctor..
And i'm so tired to go out eat .. but i have no food at home anymore.
It made me miss home so much ..
And ... i decided to go back Kuantan lol.
Let my mom to take care of me ~ hehe ..
And i skipped the whole week classes xD
Too bad i have to come back to KL at Friday,
having test on Saturday.

Am i still like a kid ?
Only know to find my mom when i am sick ..
Lol , guess i'll never grow up xD

Road trip

2011-04-14T00:37:00.001+08:00

This post is gonna be about my trip to Ipoh and Kampar last last weekend.
My girls been saying wanna follow me to Ipoh to visit Theng.
So, last last week we finally went !
But I went first on Saturday for my dental appointment.
Wow .. that is really a new experience.
Normally my aunt would fetch me, but since she is not free..
I had to take ktm to Ipoh. Then i took taxi to the clinic.
However, too many patients, so i gonna have to wait about 1.5 hours for my appointment time.
I had nowhere to go, just walk around the roads.
The weather was so hot that it was killing me.
After my appointment , my uncle came to fetch me and dropped me at a bus stop.
There, i waited for bus to Kampar..
And what's worse, it started raining, heavily =.=
I was quite lost, because it was my first time..
Luckily a good friend of mine told me the information i needed.
U helped me alot. =)
Felt so weird back to Kampar again.
I cannot remember most of the ways already xD

On Sunday morning, the other girls reached from KL.
First we went to eat the famous curry chicken bread !
Though i dont eat curry.. i tried it too, not bad ~
Then we started towards Ipoh!
Stopped at Kellie's castle..
All i could remember was HOT HOT HOT.
The original plan was to head for hot spring at Tambun.
But we're all so scared of the heat already,
and decided to play with COLD water in Lost World !!
Haha, spontaneously.
Was so tired already by the end of the day.
After sending Theng back to Kampar,
we were back to KL.

On top of Kellie's castle !! eh where's Karlisyle ?? lol

Just a simple road trip, but it's who we're with that matters !!
I love my girls =D

Things to be done

2011-04-10T21:30:00.002+08:00

It was almost the end of sem.
As the bar list is out, to be expected ,
we're skipping class too casually now.
The bad side is, most assignment and reports are due to date.
So stress when think of all these ..
Because mostly is just too troublesome and too complicated,
that really dont know how to complete it !!

Things left for y2s3:

- Solid assignment (done)

- Concrete assignment ( in progress )

- ccm report (done)

- ccm assignment (done)

- sa test 2 (passed and survived)

Please let me endure through all these >.< ...

My awesome weekend.

2011-03-31T00:30:00.004+08:00

11+1 gang ... and our tutor =)

Transformed from formal to casual wakaka.

Jelly of the day ~

Had my presentation last Saturday !~
Nothing much to talk about it lol, guess it was okay.
Then i prepared to go for date !
Met with Kerryn, hui sen, Karlisyle, kong, Anna, Juvin, Abel and WanTheng in Sunway ~
First we went to Kajang for the famous kajang Satay !
Then they wanted to go Genting Highlands..
Lol .. I was only wearing shorts that day >.<
Went to Starbucks, but i was already very tired..
So i only chatted with those sitting beside me, sorry!!

On the way home, we all fell asleep..
Pity Hui Sen, staying awake and facing the roads all by himself xD
And as usual, we stayed over at Ker's crib !!
All were so tired that we only talked a little,
and i was fast asleep ...

On Sunday, at first only Wantheng decided to go shopping with her kampar friend, Wen Xuan.
Then, after bla bla bla ... We decided to go all go =D
Oh, except from Anna and Juvin, gotta prepare for exam =(
We ate bak kut teh for brunch !!
And Juvin joined us for that..
We were all (nearly all) wearing Juvin's hairbands gift for us !! LOL~
Theng was having a little problem with it, because she's not used to hairband lol.

Shopped at Sungei Wang ~ Yippie..
And as expected, i did not come back empty handed xD
Then we gotta send off Theng and Xuan to KL central ..
And kerryn and huisen were so kind to send me back..
Saved me the problem of taking monorail and taxi.
Really appreciated it, i was really tired already !!
You all were such good friends =D

Oh, here they are .. My loves =)

Cute hairbands from Juvin ~ Thank you !!

The Nerd.

And here is the happy Jelly ~

So conclusion, WE HAD AN AWESOME WEEKEND !!
Spending time with you all is so different..
Like an escape from reality for awhile ?
I felt so fun and enjoyed myself so much =D

Then , weekdays come by .. and i have no story to blog about lol.
All i did was wake up for classes, back from classes, no matter is in the evening 3something or in the morning 11stg.. I'll take nap until 6something, before dinner time. After dinner i'll just on9 and Fb or maybe watch some dramas till i went to sleep again.. Lol life is kinda boring right? Seems to lose the motivation to live.. Why ? I've abandoned all my schoolworks .. Gonna suffer real hard for the coming weeks =.= ..

I realised i'm very childish..

Because i cannot control my emotion.

Even when sometimes i know it's wrong .. it's not right..

But there's nothing i could do with my emotion.

Sometimes, only a small thing, other people would think it's no matter at all.

But for me, it matters.

When i try to think in their shoes, i know there's no wrong..

If it's me, i would even get angry and think "why this person so small gas??"

Too bad, im on the other side.. and i'm one whose brain has no power over my heart.

Really make me super bad mood.. but i slept it over.

Was thinking not to care about any other thing, let my feelings overwhelm me.

But then, i am 21 years old.. when will i grow up?

So i put on a poker face and put all feelings behind my pretense wall.

I know this is even wrong. Negative feelings would enlarge in me.. so i let some of them out.. it's okay right? but it totally annoyed the people around me.. So what ?? Friends should accept the bad side of one another right?

Signing off, pissed. Bye >.<

我的兄弟们

2011-03-25T13:26:00.000+08:00

This coming Saturday , I'm going to have a presentation..
So i try wearing the formal i lend from my sis ...
And found that it's too big for me !!
Luckily my friends wanna buy formal shoes too,
so we went Pavilion to shop yesterday ..
I really have no idea how to choose formal wear..
I don't know how only consider to be appropriate..
At last, i chose one very very simple shirt,
i kinda doubt if it's okay for presentation ...
Dont care so much ~ it's just a simple presentation.
They kept complaining they're so tired accompanied me walking here and there haha
So i treat them Snowflake~ Also because it's been long since i ate it.
Hmm, but i think it's just okay.. Is the quality ceased? or the branch problem?

I "aeroplaned" few days ago haha.
Well, it's not on purpose...
Just that no one really confirm anything like they not really interested..
So im tired and dont wanna care bout it anymore and went sleeping.
Then only found out they already decided to go, but they cant find me dy lol ..
I'm really sorry ... feel so bad.. because i kinda understand the feeling..
Sometimes i'm so pumped up going somewhere, already decided what to wear or mayb already changed ! then suddenly no one really care and went to do their own things and didnt get to go at last .. aih ~
Nevermind, i would be more considerate next time ... no more aeroplane kay ? ^^

Lately .. There seems to be some problem among my gang..
Then someone said (jokingly) that the gang might break into 2 gang or something..
I suddenly felt down .. i don't want my gang to break .
i like this current one ! So... i'm going to control and control ..
Hoping no big problem would occur and let our gang stay till ... forever? lol ~
aih ... it would be better if no member wanted our gang to separate !! >.< !!
But i might be the first one kicked out from the gang..
due to my low EQ haha ..
They always say they're patient with me because i'm the only girl in the gang..
One day, when they decided no girl is better than me being in the gang..
Then i would be out haha !!

Theng is coming kl this weekend and we decided to go out !!
Let's hope it's a fun fun fun weekend =D

Usual updates.

2011-03-23T01:00:00.000+08:00

I realised i've been extremely lazy to blog nowadays.
Or is it because i have no idea what could i blog ?
Well,i guess last week is definitely worth blogging.
Last Thursday, 17th March:
It's our 11+1's Loon Wei Sheng 20th birthday !!
The only 1991 in our group lol ~ our lil bro.

Since Jogoya is having such great offer, we decided to celebrate it there.
It's my first time !!! Though i dont really prefer buffet.
Total 12 people going, and we got a big room~ syok !
I didnt really take my own food, i ate those that others took .
But i think the food is only okay okay ..
I ate lots of Haagen Daz hehe ... yummy yummy !!
Especially the rum raisin and belgium chocolate !
Too bad we didnt have cake, i think birthday must have cake right?
His housemates bought him one i think, so should be okay .. hehe

Then we went to Pavilion for "Battle of Los Angeles".
We heard that it was not good , so didnt have high expectation.
I even fell asleep at the beginning, maybe i'm tired.
But when the battle started, it was so exciting !!

Last weekend, all of my gang went back to their hometown on Friday ..
So I felt extremely bored !
Luckily the line speed was fast, so i kept watching drama..
But it was real bored, i kept changing movie.. not one could make me watch till the end..
And i wanted to go for movie !! Beastly~ It's the modern version of my favourite Disney cartoon: Beauty and The Beast!
Been wanting to date my friend, long time no meet him dy.
But too bad he's quite busy, so waited till Sunday only go for the movie.
Hmm.. I think it's nice ! Maybe because girl enjoys romance movie? or maybe because i like the "beauty and the beast" story muchie ..
For others, i'm afraid it is quite boring , because the storyline is slow.
We walked around Pavilion .. aih so many nice clothes tackling me .. but ... no, i'm not a BIG spender !! Control control ~
But i really want a Converse shoes for classes xD let's save up ;)

Last week is really cham .. have to eat all meal by myself ..
i felt so lazy to go down tapao.. but, to prove i could take care of myself, that i could be independent , i have to take good care of myself ~! and i ate every meal =.= what kind of thinking is this ?? lol

My parents came down on Sunday and went for dinner together.
My phone, spoilt some time ago, is finally repaired.
But ... felt even more disappointed !!
It's not the w595 i know anymore =( .. so SAD !!
Something's wrong with the casing that i could not slide it properly anymore!!
And the camera, everytime i on it, the phone would jam!
not to mention the screen color, totally deviated from the previous one !!
Arrgghhh .. i wanna fix it again , but im afraid, it could not go back to original..
sad ahhh ... i dont even wanna look at it liao =( ..

School works are not really that stressful now.
But encountered some problems with assignment last week..
Maybe due to miscommunication, ends up we Nearly passed up 2 assignments for the same group..
both are similar, just one edited by me, another by a friend, a not so close friend.
But i didnt get to see the copy the pass up, and i dont want him to said that i ignore his effort, so decided to pass up his copy..
Actually, i was hoping to pass up mine, because at least i know i did it right.. mayb not that good.. but should be okay. but i chose people's feeling over my selfishness..
Then i suddenly remember, i think his format should be wrong >.< maybe would cause alot of marks .. lol ! suan liao lar ~ it's my fault that this problem happened aih ... hope they could forgive my carelessness ...

And my concrete making process failed again today , 10 cubes .. all could not be used !!
Sam tong ahh ~ have to do again tomorrow !
I'm so sick of making those concrete anymore !! Grrr !!

Buried deep in mountain of homework.

2011-03-11T21:04:00.001+08:00

I've been so stress lately.

I guess after week 7, it's torture time for all Utarians..

This is the time when we're overload with all the assignments, tests and reports.

In my last semester for 2nd year, and i could really feel everything is just getting harder.

Now when i go campus, all the free time i'll spend in the lab, doing my assignment for Civil Construction Material.

After back home, at night i'll spend my time doing reports or assignments..

Totally devoted my time for studies, yet, i dont see any result of it.

But of course, i will die of stress like that.. So i did went out sometimes.

Aih. Last time i always blame the assignment is hard because it's not those words that we could just google or found from wikipedia. We need to take a case and solve them.. Applying what we learned in real situation, which i found very hard. But this semester, i think it's getting harder.. The assignments need so much time to complete..

For concrete design, every week need to submit.. When i thought i'm almost done designing the roof, to find that we need to repeat the same thing for 1st floor and 2nd floor >.<

Even more stupid for civil construction material, where we need to build 100 cubes of concrete to be tested. Siao ah?? To make 10 is already so troublesome ! So we reduced to 60 now.. But we're still only in the try and error step, because it keeps failing.. Aih ~ After done stil have to test, then write the formal report, and do presentation.. All this just for a stupid 10% mark !! what the PIG ...............Really feel like working in construction site, everyday dealt with those cement, sand, aluminium powder.. so bad for health and skin !! And everyday go to classes dirty dirty , aiyer ~

Ahh .. really feel like dying, not to mention those tests and other assignments and reports waiting in line !! arrggHHhhh ......... !! 2 more years .. 我忍你 !! 你好耶 ~

梁心颐 - 我不再怕

2011-03-08T02:08:00.000+08:00

虽然想起你心还是会揪
虽然深夜并没那么好过
勇敢是我对自己的承诺
再想念也不会回头
当我发觉再恐慌的寂寞
现在我都能平静的度过
才明白虽然是你离开我
是我得到真正的自由
我真正的自由

超屌的杰伦演唱会

2011-03-06T12:47:00.001+08:00

Jay chou "The era 2011 world tour"

Jay chou's concert is over =(

I think he most probably left Malaysia by now ~

But i'm so happy that i went for the concert !!

I didn't buy the ticket at first..

Because that time i'm working, and really feel that earning money is very hard.

And i wanted to go for RM430 ticket, so i didn't go at last.

But now that the concert is so close,

i wanna go so muchie !!

And few people are selling off the tickets .. but mostly is only one ticket.

I don't really wanna go alone, scared would feel so paiseh that i'll just stay quiet.

And there's rockzone ticket selling off cheaper !!

But RM600 =.= too expensive for a student like me ..

So at last i decided to go for the cheapest, because there's 2 tickets , though different zone.

We tried sneaking in the same zone, and succeed haha !!

and thanks alot to my friend, willing to go with me ~

if not mayb i won't go after all.

The concert is so so nice !! That time i wanna to be at rockzone so much !!

So that he could be right in front of me ~ and maybe have the chance to shake his hands ~!

Next time .. the next time if he come again, when i'm already working , i definitely wanna go for the most expensive one !! =D ~

So, i'll be waiting for ur next album .. and expecting ur next concert !!

LOVE YOU 杰伦 !!

p/s: i had a test right at Saturday, after the concert night, but luckily i think i did okay, so the concert didnt affect my studies ;)

Couple is Trouble.

2011-03-03T00:44:00.000+08:00

Sometimes i feel like blogging , but i dont know what should i write..
Maybe because i dont know what i'm feeling too..
Last Saturday i went to a relative's wedding dinner..
They are together since high school, for 14 years till their marriage.
Wow ... it's just so sweet .. and im so jealous.
I think it's really not easy , involving alot of compromise, trust, care and love..

Ya, some people say that when you couple, u miss the freedom.
When you are single, u miss loving and being loved.
Definitely true, at least for me.
Even though sometimes i feel lonely and tired .. feel like finding a shoulder for me to lean on .. I know perfectly that this is not the right way to find true love. It's wrong to rush.
That's why i dont wanna mislead myself into making the same mistake..
I already know how bad and how hurtful can a bad relationship be..
So i really just dont want to have anything to do with that , at least for now.
I just need some time..

When i'm emotionally involved, my emotion changes too easily too..
Just a small thing could make me so happy but the next moment it might bring my mood down to the bottom..
I never think of myself as a sensitive girl , but a little thing might make me think alot too ..
That's why i dont like to be involved .. it's so complicated..
In one day my mood can change in so many ways that it exhausted me.
I don't think i'm ready yet..
Not ready to give the commitment .. not ready to let someone else in.. not ready for a someone to affect me that much.
So i didnt even give myself the chance to consider someone .. because i know that it's pointless.
I know that sometimes im being selfish , but i dont know what else i could do.

Been stopping here 15 minutes but i dont know what else to write.. When i writing this post, i been typing, then deleting.. then type again then change again... guess i really dont know what i want.. But this all just troubled me so much, that i dont wanna care about it, means .. maybe i really is not ready for any involvement yet. To be honest, i don't like being single. But i even dislike the trouble being couple. Because ... I was never a good gf, still true.

哭过之后，笑笑得擦干眼泪，说，没关系，我可以做的很好的。

2011-02-20T16:17:00.000+08:00

Lately, suddenly found that there's alot interesting articles from Facebook.

一个人脸上有太多的笑是因为心里有太多的痛…因为痛了，伪装笑

总有一些人，他们看上去整天都很开心，嘻嘻哈哈的，没有烦恼，像个小孩，他们会说玩是我最大的乐趣，我很喜欢玩，我什么都会玩人多的时候他们脸上总挂着笑容，好多人都会羡慕他们，然而这其实是他们最悲哀的地方，他们不想让别人看到自己难过的一面，更没有能力一个人独处，因为当夜深人静的时候，他不知道一个人会发生什么事，坐在窗前冥想走过的点滴

　　没有人读的懂他们，想着想着貌似快乐的他们就会黯然流下一脸的悲伤，然后自己对自己说：其实也没什么，命运吧！所以他们就整天逼自己笑，以此来逃避那些常人所不能不承受的痛苦！

　　他们貌似很坚强，因为在别人看来，他们什么事都能微笑着去面对，但事实上他们长着世界上最脆弱的心灵，只是长期的伪装使得别人很难发现他们内心深处的创伤。他们其实非常孤独，虽然看到他们时都是在跟一群人谈天说地，那是因为他们实在不能承受一个人时的折磨！

　　他们只想简简单单、快快乐乐的活着，期待并且相信每个人给的笑容都是真心的，希望身边的人都是真正的喜欢自己。即使别人小小的意见，也会另他们难过好久，他们真的真的很介意，介意自己不被人喜欢。因为，他们总是为别人想的很多，对别人总是比对自己好；把能对喜欢的人好当做幸福，喜欢别人比喜欢自己多。

　　他们总是那样，前一秒还伤心的流着泪，后一秒出现在朋友面前的时候，已经满脸溢着灿烂的笑容。有人说他们是向日葵，是的，他们在意的人就像是太阳，在面对太阳的时候永远是明艳的花瓣，而太阳照不到的背面，那悲伤藏得那么好，不愿被看见。

　　他们向往放纵自由的生活，却必须为了谁很努力的朝另外的一个方向活着，很累很累，却仍是心甘情愿。离自己的梦境越来越来远，不得不面对从未想过的争夺和复杂，恐慌、不知所措。只有面对最信赖的人时，才会卸下盔甲，委屈的流下眼泪。因为在他们心里，笑就是开心，哭就是难过，接近就是喜欢，远离就是讨厌。但其实不是，他们明白了，心好伤，眼泪就没忍住。哭过之后，笑笑得擦干眼泪，说，没关系，我可以做的很好的。

　　他们好像无所不能，好像总是不会有烦恼，好像什么问题都能轻而易举的解决，总是喜欢喜欢出现在流泪的人面前，笑嘻嘻的逗着笑。而面对自己的问题，他们却茫然无措，面对自己的悲伤，他们只会躲在人们看不见的角落里慢慢由伤口越裂越大。

　　他们的想法非常简单，说出来的就是心里所想的，肚子里不会拐七道八道的小弯，无心的话可能会引起别人的误解。所以，请别记恨他们，他们从不愿伤害谁，小小的错误就能让他们懊悔很久。

　　他们其实非常单纯，甚至你曾经给了他一个微笑他也会一辈子记得你的好，因此他们的世界观其实也很简单，他们很容易受蛊惑，请不要轻易的伤害他们的感情，因为一旦伤害了，那就将永远弥补不回来！如果你身边有这种人请你给予他（她）那怕是凤毛麟角的那点关怀，让他（她）知道这个世界没有抛弃他们

Triple Aquarius ~

2011-02-19T02:47:00.001+08:00

11+1 had another outing ~

But this time, 2 brought their girls ..

and Shuh Yun can't come ..

so we became 10+3 that day hehe ~

15 Feb .. Our wei yeak and Eric's birthday !!

And we celebrated Seng Hock belated birthday too~

So 3 people birthday together haha.

At first, we went to The Mines to buy Sushi King's yee sang.

Then we went to Shrek's house !!

Lou sang ~~~ This is my first time lou sang with friends oh.

And the yee sang is supa dupa yummy !!

Then we blow the 21st birthday cake for Seng Hock and Wei Yeak !!

For dinner we went to Yuen...!

Wow, ate quite alot till im soooo full .

Eric's blow his 23rd birthday cake thr lol .

Since all is not willing to end the day yet,

we went to Wong Kok's for the big teh ais !!

3 people birthday but we only ordered 2 buckets.

We need a minimum rm30 bill to order one bucket..

So we asked is it need rm60 for 2 buckets?

But the stupid boss said we need rm70..

What? Isn't it supposed to be cheaper? Why more expensive?

So i really bu shuang, and asked to separate to 2 bills..

We ordered till ngam ngam rm30 each bill, AFTER adding tax lol.

All was really exhausted after that..

Morning class in next day .. but we had a great day together ~

Valentine Day

2011-02-14T16:52:00.000+08:00

Today is Valentine's Day.
Yet, I am so free, facing my lappie at home .. aih ~
Always , Valentine dont really matter much to me.
During high school .. I only excited to go school to feel the environment.
Lots of flowers would appear in school, especially my attractive friends.
Never fail to receive roses ~
I still remember, the first time i celebrated Valentine..
We girls , all single girls went out together..
Valentine's day is for friendship too !!
But now, all have found their other halves ..
Just left me and WanTheng ..
Theng, let's ganbatte together haha !!

This Valentine day is really not a good day for me..
Why ? Because my society decided to sell roses ..
I spent my whole day yesterday packing the roses..
This is my first time seeing so many roses ..
But , it's not romantic at all ..
Maybe because we lacked experience ..
We took great effort wrapping them ..
These roses are mostly boyfriends' loves for their girls ..
So i really hope it could be beautiful , didnt disappoint those girls ..

As for me .. haha .. i got roses too ~
But i wrapped them myself too .. Pathetic right ? haha
It's just there's leftover so they gave it to me haha.
Well, this is my 3rd time getting roses then.
Hmm.. but the previous two arent during valentine.

I never got to celebrate valentine ..
During high school .. i received Valentine's gift too, for 2 years , from same guy haha.
I appreciated them alot .. left me with some sweet memories =)
One year, my valentine's day is very special.
Since both me n my kor have nothing to do, we went out together.
And he bought me a bouquet of bears as it is valentine's day haha !!
Cute ~!!

This year ... well, of course no one dated me.
Er .. but i got a sweet sweet gift too =x
Thanks alot .. i like it alot.
Yeah, i do feel very sweet reading ur Valentine's post in ur blog..
Sorry, that there's nothing else i could say except from thank you.
But you make me smile .. from my heart =)

Summer's Desire

2011-02-12T19:25:00.001+08:00

Just finished watching Summer's Desire.

Last time i thought it's not nice,

so never think of watching..

But yesterday when i watched,

i was addicted..

It's a typical love story.

Two guys fall for the same girl.

One is the guy that the girl like too.

Two is a guy that is willing to do anything for the girl,

any stupid thing as long as the girl is happy.

But the girl didnt like him.

It's really hard to choose.

Both like her, but in different way.

If for me.. I think i would choose the second guy.

Because i'm the stubborn type..

I want to do what i want,

i didnt hope he would stop me..

i only hope he is willing to do it with me.
A guy that would take care of everything for me..
That could protect me.
So that i could just depend on him.
But i dont think there will be such a guy haha.

Well, she chose the same guy.

That's why i super like the ending haha.

I'm super jealous too..

Where can i find a guy like him ?~

Love me just as much.

My Bunny Year ~

2011-02-10T23:52:00.000+08:00

Yeah ~ Happy Chinese New Year everyone !!
It's the year of Bunny already ~
This year is very fun , for me at least !!
Normally, along my 20 years life .. I've been celebrating my cny at my hometown .. KL.
I used to go for KL for reunion dinner ..
Then just gather with my relatives .. And honestly, it's quite boring ..
Because i don't have much relatives ..
And totally ZERO friends in KL !! And only back Kuantan when school reopened =(

For this 2011, i got to celebrate in my own hometown , Kuantan !!
This year we ate our reunion dinner in Kuantan , only 3 people though.
A wonderful dinner !!
Chor yat, sometimes i just wear a red t-shirt, because i would just stay at home if i were in KL..
But this time , i got to dress up ~ And went for house visit !!
Firstly, we went to Kerryn's , then Anna's .. Next is Shik Wei's and Theng's.
Around 7pm we would all be back for family dinner..
At night it's Lynn's house~ Not forgetting yamcha session.

Chor yee, they came my house first. Went to Goh's house and Voon's house..
Then my sis came back with her husband ~ And we ate a very fulfilling dinner ~
After dinner it's Kong's house, together with his 21st birthday !!
Happy 21st birthday Kong !!!
I still not satisfy if i didn't watch any cny movie !
Even tired, i went for midnight movie, I Love HK , which i think is okay .. quite funny LOL.

Chor sam, we all came back to KL, it's quite jam that it took long to reach.
We "lou sang" with relatives ~ Yummy yummy food at The Club.
For chor sei, we went for high tea at One World Hotel ..
And dinner with my other relatives ~

Finally, my cny ended ... I have to go back for class ...
But .... it's not really ended yet ~
Cny is continued with my KL friends !!
We went to JR's house ~ Ate bak kut teh ~
And watched Mr and Mrs Incredible ~!!

At Anna's

At Kong's


Group photo .. without Theng hehe

There's few resolution for this new year ..

- I hope i could save more money , use it more on tasty food .. rather than buying clothes~ Because my closet in KL cant fit my clothes anymore lol

- Hope i could concentrate more on my studies , become a hardworking student .. to avoid failing and keep my scholarship which is already on the edge.

- I wanna keep my hair long ~ and i really hope i could restrain myself from straightening it or dyeing it .. so that it could be more healthy .. and i forgot how my natural waves looked like xD

- I wanna spend more quality time with my friends and family ! I dont wanna miss any of them =D I love them ~

Last year, i don't think is a very good year for me ..
Hope this year would be better ~
Bring me more luck hehe ~ In everything i do.
Hope it's the same for all of you too !!
Have a great Bunny Year ~
我也祝你一切顺利，心想事成，笑口常开哦 ~ =）

Rabbit is coming to town =D

2011-01-26T22:23:00.001+08:00

I'm so excited !!

CNY is just around the corner !

I'm going back to my hometown on Saturday ~

Too bad that this year my holiday starts before cny , so classes are starting at chor 5.

For this semester, totally cannot concentrate on classes.

Because only 2 weeks after, we're going for holiday.

All is already on holiday mood haha, the heart has flown back home~

And cny is all about gambling haha.

But actually i dont gamble , though i like to play.

Hehe, but everyone is going to play ... So i still thinking if i should .. hmm ..

And cny is about wearing new clothes !

I still haven't decided on what to wear during cny yet !!

Hehe .. this consider as my 2nd time celebrating in kuantan with my friends ??

I really can't wait !~

And lots of cny movies are coming out . cant wait cant wait !!

各位，Jelly 在此提早祝大家新年快乐！天天开心，天天好天！平平安安噢~

Whole sem break update lol.

2011-01-24T01:20:00.000+08:00

A late update from Jelly ~

Jelly's 21st birthday celebration ~

With my girls ~

With my "heng dai" ~ lol


With my loves , Lynn and Theng.

My sem break.

TC flying kite.

Beserah beach walk walk.

Sisterhood.

My dearest.

Theng - Lynn - Jelly

Just Jelly.

The 21 years old Jelly.

可是怀念竟比失去还要更难受 ..

2011-01-23T18:57:00.001+08:00

什么都不要懂只想继续做梦
害怕醒来以后握不住你的手
是谁太不成熟没体谅彼此感受
我不停寻找着理由解释分手
心好空像没温度的气球
我的灵魂困在回忆中动也不能动

爱上你不需要理由你到底懂不懂

可是怀念竟比失去还要更难受
噢爱让我想起你的时候泪禁不住滑落
可惜你永远都不会懂

什么都不要懂只想继续做梦
害怕醒来以后握不住你的手
如果同一秒钟你也想起了我
心只要能微微颤抖就已足够
爱上你不需要理由你到底懂不懂
可是怀念竟比失去还要更难受
噢爱让我想起你的时候泪禁不住滑落
或许我永远都看不透

爱上你不需要理由你到底懂不懂
伤心快乐在回忆中反复的交错
噢爱让我想起你的时候泪禁不住滑落

可惜你永远都不会懂
放心我还会好好的过

希望你也会好好的过 ..

My Christmas.

2010-12-31T01:39:00.001+08:00

Haha. Been missing in Jelly's voices for quite a long time xD

Didn't really have the opportunity to finally settle down, clear my mind, relax and blog..

I was like a nomad, still is, shifting here and there..

Now I was with my sis at Selangor.

Christmas was another story this year, because though it is not the white christmas i've been wanting.. It's more like a red or pink christmas .. Because it's a wedding going on! That night was a really special night =)

Then due to my mom who mm se dak leave for KL so early, i got to meet up with my dear Wan Theng and Wei Lynn !! Just in time for them to come back and my trip to KL delayed xD Of course not forgotten Quek that's been our driver hehe. We had fun going out ~ Went for yc .. Then explore the Beserah beach that was used for filming the Woohoo 大日子 movie !! Been wanting to go there ~ It's very empty, but really relaxing.. With all the grass, long deserted beach and the strong wind lol. And we went for seafood dinner !! Tomyam, ikan bakar, sotong, lala ~

Now I'm back to KL. Today's the last day of 2010 !! Been feeling abit nervous.. OMG !! Next day I'm turning 21 years old !! OH NO !!! I'm getting so old !! >.< Think also scared ...... And i cant really rmb what i did this year lol.. is normal day each days .. but is enjoyable and memorable.. Because i'm passing with my idiotic 11+1 gang haha ! Thank you guys, you make my year a memorable one =)

Quite fan because i haven't figure out how to celebrate my 6th Jan and with who !! GIrls .. please help me =(

So .. I dont know what I'm doing next day, But I'm gonna be in karaoke box for countdown hehe.

18th Dec at Kota Bahru.

25th Dec at Kuantan.

Happy New Year 2011 everybody !!

May the next day be another good year ~

A Better Year !!

Lonely Jelly.

2010-12-21T15:23:00.000+08:00

Having my sem break now.
Few days ago i was in Kota Bahru, attending my beloved sister's wedding !!
10 hours journey from KL to KB..
Really a very long journey, and my back seriously hurt very badly.
But worth it ~ My sister are finally married xD
Been waiting for so long haha.

Now I'm back with Kuantan.
My another lovely sister was back to Canada.
And now I'm spending my everyday with her.
But I'm so lonely here ..
I couldn't find my friends...
My best friends was not in Kuantan..
And others .. was busy >.<

I'm waiting for Christmas ~
Cause there'll be another wedding dinner here in Kuantan.
So excited !! I already bought the dress =x

Gonna be busy I guess..
Preparing for wedding , christmas.
Then will be going back to KL with sisters to shop !
After she left, I'm gonna have my 21st birthday =)

But too bad .. my classmates all not willing to come celebrate with me.
So .. i really have no idea how to celebrate >.<
This is the most important birthday in life..
Gone is gone ... i wanna make it memorable..
but i guess celebrating it alone would be memorable as well ....
Sob ...

Signing off ...... Bye!

Gakusei desu.

2010-12-15T00:45:00.000+08:00

Ima Jelly wa Nihongo o benkyoshimasu.
Ashita kaimasu hitoride ikimasu.
Dare mo isshoni ikimasenka ?

Last paper on 16th Dec.
I realised my pimples totally follow my stress level.
This sem it was much better as i didnt really study.
But now, all pimples come back to find me >.<
Pimples pimples please go away =(

Byebye Workaholic. Hello Shopaholic !

2010-12-14T01:45:00.000+08:00

I finally had my last working day !!

Firstly i was to quit at 14th.

But after exam started i really can't stand it..

And asked for earlier , but is rejected.

Then , our RO came today.

He looks fierce , and today's the first time he ever spoken to me.

RO: Tml your last day?

Jelly: Yea.

RO: Why quit so fast? School haven't started yet.

Jelly: No, i was about to have my sem break, having exam now.

RO: Exam? Then why still work?

Jelly: Because not enough people, so i have to work till tomorrow.

Then my RO straight turned to my asst. supervisor and asked him to let me stop today >.<

I felt guilty because it's because of me he's scolded ..

But i had my last day !! Yippie ~

I felt so bored working there ..

But when it's time to leave, i felt so heavy hearted.

My colleagues have all been so nice !!

And the closest to me, a 16 year old small girl, even cried when she heard I'm having my last day .. =(

She made me feel like crying too ..

But i'm happy in some way that she cares so much about me.

I know that it would be very hard for all of us to gather together again ..

So it's true parting is necessary ..

But i would try my best to keep in touch !! ~

It's a good experience, though i don't gain much knowledge or skills ..

But it's priceless friendships that i gained =)

My kind assistant supervisor ~ A really kind one.


A quite lazy , but not too bad colleague xD Create jokes for us =)

My dear Anie ~ Super good in folding clothes !

A tall girl cashier ~

Omg >.< showing his muscle.. The muscular guy, we chatted alot about future and others haha.

The closest friend i make there !! the 16 yrs old CUTE girl !!

Lol , we only worked together for only 2 weeks. but we can talked alot ~ What a coincidence that he came back to visit on my last day !! oh , and he treated me KFC during my breaktime =)

The most yeng colleague !!


Chong Lipat xD Most good with things regarding money haha ~

My farewell card. " Not about the cup, it's how we do it as a team " !!

I WOULD NOT FORGET MY TIMES SERVING WITH YOU ALL.

I'LL MISS YOU ALL ALWAYS ~

心情天天天天纷乱。

2010-12-11T03:40:00.002+08:00

是谁改变爱情原来的模样。有一种预感，爱就要离岸，所有回忆却慢慢碎成片断。

~ Pinko ~

2010-12-10T01:51:00.000+08:00

~ Pinko teeth ~

Suffered for few days after my dental appointment.

Have to tapao bread to work..

Breakfast, lunch, dinner all bread !!

And I'm definitely not a bread lover >.<

Luckily the pain ceased now ...

New gadget to my braces , rubber bands LOL !!

I also surprised, first time see such thing ..

Now i can't yawn too widely ..

Back working at Jusco is really super boring ..

But i should endure ~ as my previous salary fly fly dy.

Gotta study for tomorrow's paper ..

Super sleepy now .. how i wish i could just go sleep =.=

I could really use a wish right now ,

could we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars ??

Moonlight Legend

2010-12-09T03:23:00.002+08:00

My Childhood Dream.

Gomen ne sunao ja nakute
Yume-no nakanara ieru
Shikou kairo-wa shouto-sunzen
Ima-sugu aitai-yo
Nakitaku naru-yo-na moonlight
Denwa mo dekinai midnight
Datte junjou doushiyou
Haato-wa mangekyou
Tsuki-no hikari-ni michibikare
Nando-mo meguri-au
Seiza-no matataki kazoe uranau koi-no yukue
Onaji kuni-ni umareta-no
Mirakuru-romansu

Mo-ichi-do futari-de weekend
Kami-sama kanaete happy-end
Genzai-kako-mirai mo
Anata-ni kubittake
Deatta toki-no natsukashii
Manazashi wasurenai
Ikusenman-no hoshi-kara anata-o mitsukerareru
Guuzen mo chansu-ni kaeru ikikata-ga suki-yo

Fushigi-na kiseki kurosushite
Nando-mo meguri-au
Seiza-no matataki kazoe uranau koi-no yukue
Onaji kuni-ni umareta-no
Mirakuru-romansu
Shinjite-iru-no mirakuru-romansu

"Sorry if I'm not gentle"
I can say that in my dreams.
My thoughts are about to short circuit.
I want to see you, now isn't soon enough.
Just about ready to cry, moonlight,
Can't call, midnight.
Because I'm so naive, what can I do?
My heart is a kaleidoscope!
Led by the moonlight,
Often we meet by chance.
The twinkling count of stars foretells love's whereabouts.
Born on the same planet
Miracle romance

May we have together just one more weekend
O God, please grant us a happy end
In the present, past, and future
I'll always be in love with you
When we first met, that dear
Glance you gave me, I won't forget
From out of the millions of stars, I'll find you.
Changing coincidences into chances, I love this way of life!

A mysterious miracle is headed our way.
Often we meet by chance
The twinkling count of stars foretells love's whereabouts.
Born on the same planet,
Miracle romance.
One thing I still believe in, miracle romance

Still love it so much when i watch it again.

Really hope to find back all the versions of Sailormoon !!

I wanna watch !! =(

Whitey Lacey ♥

2010-12-08T00:44:00.001+08:00

I had a bad day yesterday.

Maybe it's my fault too, not good in managing my time and everything.

It's really a long story ...

A problem arised .. And i wasn't good enough in handling it.

It's lucky that my parents are understanding.

So, conclusion is ...

Got lectured by parents ..

Missed my friend's 21st birthday party ..

Say bye bye to my salary that i worked so hard for =( ..

And a bit heartbreak .

But , it's okay.. It's journey of growing up i supposed.

However , i managed to find a bit of time to do some shopping !!

Shopping is really magical .. can improve ur mood.

Though i have no money now , but i still want to shop !!

So I only went Times Square , cheaper ma haha !!

Bought liao few white lacey clothes !

And i havent had enough !!

If can i wanna buy all the lace lace clothes back home ~

Love it too much ~

Too bad i don't have enough time ..

Wonder when can i continue my lace lace shopping =D

Wanna fill my wardrobe with all white white laces clothes !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My lacey dress.

Friends been complaining that they can't see me though we are in same class and stay same place .. Some asked me if i'm still alive lol ~ YUP ! I am haha .. Just busy working xD After back from work would be too tired to even on my laptop to online. Now would be even more busy.... Cause exam is here !! Hope i won't fail .. But after exam i would be even busier than busy ... Got a wedding to attend . Sorry all =x

=)

2010-12-05T00:32:00.000+08:00

Hey people !!

I'm still alive LoL ~

I've been disappearing for some time ..

Was too tired living my life .

Will be back soon.

Don't miss me too much xD

... xOxO ...

Jelly GirL

Night Treasure Hunt * Mafia movie

2010-11-24T01:27:00.002+08:00

I had so many heart voices that i wanna blog about ... Just couldn't find the time! I have tried something new in my life, a video production and a society's event !!

Video Making

Though it's only 7 minutes and 30 seconds long .. But really enough already .. Too tiring and stressful. Maybe it was because we did it last minute and all was too tired. The video is our Moral's assignment. We go with the gangster storyline. Named it "Mafia Wars (古惑仔之肥问过江)". Starring Eric, Wei Sheng, Jun Ren, Seng Hock, Yoong Hou and ME! We did it more on a comedy trail. And i really kept laughing when i'm watching it !! Or maybe it's not that funnny, just that i understand what's going on behind each scenes.. And many of those jokes are inside jokes that we always talk about. I'm really happy and proud with the result. Though it's very simple as we are in rush.. But you would not know what's really going on when we making the video.

Actually, i should apologised to all my teammates. Because I'm a girl with super low EQ, meaning, i have very little patience... And that day we were all very tired, very hot.. Moreover I'm sick, even feeling feverish. So my EQ reached about zero that night.. S.O.R.R.Y !! I shouldn't have let it out on you all, we were all the same. And thank you for your tolerances and understanding.. I'm glad i found friends with such EQ as you all xD

Jelly on nightfall.

Night Treasure Hunt

My Built Environment Society organised the first event after we became the new board of committees. Though i didn't really that part in meeting due to working, i managed to join in last minute. We did the first ever event in NIGHTFALL for UTAR!! We divided into 2 teams, one for games, another for publicity. The reaction was very good.. Ended up too many teams wanna join that we do not have enough slots. Should be because it's a night event ever here.

Overall, i would say it's a success! No big problem happens.. No injuries.. During the game, just some minor problems that are hard to avoid.. But i think most of them had fun ~ Some groups are either sabotaging purposely or accidentally other groups.. And some arguments happened between committees due to misunderstanding and communication problem. As long as we are willing to discuss about it openly and accepting others' advices, apologising then it's okay. Just afraid some are not willing to admit their mistakes and hold grudges. We are a team you know?

I was stationed at a game part which is to blow out the ping pong from a bowl of flour. It's more interesting to be able to watch those participants blowing so hard and turned white.. But the price to pay is to be covered in flour as well LOL.. Karma ?? Lots of friends came to support, thanks alot~ And special thanks to Daniel, being the photographer.. That walked the most!! Walked around whole campus to capture some photos for us, FOC ! Can't wait to get see those photos ~

After this, life should be more normal, more dull, more usual. Back to my working days.. But life shouldn't be too pack always.. Too stressful and tiring.. And that would only cause my EQ to reduce even more.

p/s: I'm sick again. Two times in a month >.< ..... *Hachiii !!*

The "him" from Dreamland.

2010-11-20T03:14:00.001+08:00

I do had a dream last night.

Not back to form 3 though .. but a kinda strange dream ..

And it lingers in my mind ..

Only have a vague view now ..

The dream is like the famous movie line.

It was an arrange marriage.
( Fyi, arrange marriage is the topic for writing test in MUET )

My mum set me up with a guy ..

Don't know how we really went for date.

But I mentally opposed arrange marriage so i dislike him before i know him.

Somehow he turns out to be exactly my perfect man.

Though it was a dream, but my heart could feel the love.

This is not the first time i felt it in a dream.

The last time i remember was a rainy day.

He was just a friend.

Then he held the umbrella for me,

and covered me as we walked through the rain.

And my heart sank.. for him..

I don't think my heart ever feel the same way as it did in my dreams..

Each time after these dreams,

I'll be really curious who's that guy,

but i never get to find out..

And i would wonder .. if he would ever appear in my life ..

Would someone gonna make me feel that way in reality.

But I guess dreams remain in dreamland after all.

p/s: Yesterday had insomnia.. Slept only at 5 something in the morning. Due to the coffee that i drank in evening ! Arghh .. how i hate effects of caffein yet still like the taste of it =)

A date with Harry Potter.

2010-11-19T02:58:00.000+08:00

Just done with a small part in my Moral assignment. Really tired but I wanted to blog about today !! Today was a happy day haha, though i won't say today is a fairy tale. I went for Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows part One.

So excited about the movie that i asked them before hand and bought the tickets online. After test today (not so important compared to HP), we went straight to Pavilion for the movie. The movie was awesome !! Because i think this is the first time that most scenes from the book are in the movie ! I used to hate it when they cut it short and altered the scripts. It's a good thing they split them into 2 parts. Even the first part was already 2 hours and 30 minutes ! Though it's might seem abit boring but for me it's so interesting. Every moment i was recalling what's happening next from the book and it really came out in the movie... And in the beginning of the movie was the first time i realised Daniel Racliffe is actually quite good looking haha. Not really a big fan of him (harry's fans please don't kill me). I am fan of Rupert Grint (Ron) and Tom Felton (Draco) haha. So mm se dak when it ended.. Have to wait so long for the second part.. And i'm so not willing for this to end !! It seems like I was growing up together with the characters in the movie.. Because they come out one each year. *Big sigh*

Pavilion is now full with christmas feel !! Feeling so cheerful to walk around it, watching all the christmas decorations ! I even spotted cute cute things in shops.. So wanted to buy, they are too adorable ! But it's too expensive and it would be a waste of money.. But i want them ~ All the pencil case, spectacles case.. small small bear to hang on my bag.. big big bear to sleep with me.. and soft soft pillow to put in my car.. Eeee.. So hope i am a irrational person.. Wanted to take many many pictures but too bad they don't feel the same as i do.. They even seems frustrated to wait for me.. We just have different perspectives I guess ? And we obviously have different taste.. Because I just noticed another Sushi Zanmai in the new mall, Fahrenheit ! Of course we didnt eat there because this is not a lady's choice, we respect the majority haha.

Today, I was being critised lots, being laughed, and humiliated for wearing a shorts that i just bought and LOVE so muchie ! Well, thanks to my dear Karlisyle, who once told me she won't mind what others say to her as long as she think it looks pretty and is confidence. So i wont be affected as long as i love it muchie and will continue to wear it always =) ~ But of course I know we need to listen to others' opinion and decide whats better. Just like me always being said fat, and make me realised I really am >.< They would tell you things you never noticed.

Just read Kerryn's nostalgia post just now. Makes me nostalgia too !! Thinking back bout my past.. The incident where we whole class played water balloon during our class party! Even our form teacher had no objection.. But we still got scolded and our monitor and assistant admit to the crime xD It was said that we whole class stand up for it and was praised for out togetherness ?? Lol i can't really remember that part.. Or i alone ran away that time ?? =X Form 3 is the time i miss the most.. When we're all together.. Can I go back there? At least in my dream tonight ? ... Wish me sweet dreams then ...

Life is Precious.

2010-11-15T01:06:00.000+08:00

Lately heard so many accidents ...

Innocent lives that were lost ..

All so young .. Just like us ..

Still a long way in life that they're missing ..

I always tell myself .. it could be me..

And I keep telling myself, i don't want to be..

I'm so looking forward to my future..

Always wondering what's gonna happen as i grow.

I sympathised them whom would not find out.

I do feel sad .. especially for their parents..

But .. I feel like my heart is made from stone.

Because I won't cry .. only sympathy ..

Thought i don't know the real person ..

but some i do see them before.

So now I'm don't like to drive ..

Because I'm noob in driving lol ..

Especially when i fetching others ..

Maybe because of responsible.

Or I cant handle distraction..

This is true as well =.= ...

I can only 一心一用, useless huh.

So now i try to drive slowly ... and pay more attention.

I noticed my dark circle is becoming more obvious !! Shit !!

Last time I won't have dark circle,

only eye bag when i don't sleep enough ..

But these are not disappearing .. oh gosh ..

Last few days really very tired ..

Always wake up early either for classes or work ..

Then back home at night after 10pm and went for assignment.

Do assignment till midnight ..

Last Saturday i have Muet some more..

Only slept for 4 hours .. Then the exam is 8am till 12.30pm.

Took lunch went back home and took off for work =.= till 11pm !!

Went back after bath sleep till dead body >.<

Really wanted to quit , but they don't have enough worker for Haji..

Muet test was okay. At least I won't be as nervous as Speaking Test.

I think i did okay on Reading , badly on Writing and Listening.

Told you i could only concentrate on one thing once..

When listening i would think of the answer and missed the rest =.=

But I did my studies the night before.. For Writing..

Just few days of stress , it's all showing on my face already..

Could see all my lil pimples popping out again !!

Signing off..

Seriously need to catch up with some sleep other than my dramas =S

Goodnight peeps.

Determination !

2010-11-12T12:59:00.001+08:00

I live a healthy lifestyle lately ..

And diet plan is still going on ..

Hope could success this time @.@

Just lack of exercise ..

Hope to have more time !!

Liked this photo .. Just hope i didn't look that fat in it .. Sighes !!

5th November

2010-11-09T12:44:00.001+08:00

It's a late post for 5th November. I know it's Deepavali, but even more important, it's Beffie's 20th birthday !! Happy birthday again !! We went for dinner together in 1u. I thought it would be very pack for a holiday, but i was wrong.. And i reached early and managed to do some window shopping =D Been wanting to go to shop in Padini Concept Store, my favourite. Then i realised what's on me are all Padini's !! We ate at Delicious, my first time there. But i think it's just okay considering it's high prices..

Then again we went to Meeples lol =.= Spent hours there and most of all are already tired.. I headed over to my sis's place.. Because she's the one who insisted me to took leave for the other day. On Saturday, we went to choose her wedding dresses .. Wow back to this full of fairy tales place again .. All the dresses look nice on her because she's just slim and tall lol.

Went to Sunway Pyramid to shop after that !! Been wanting to go shopping so much ! Ever since my last semester break. I bought a shorts that i liked when i spotted it in 1u yesterday. I just love white and laces so so much !! Can't resist xD Then we ate Sushi Zanmai !! Another wish of mine ever since last sem break ! Happie happie !!~ We wanted to go to Snowflakes for dessert .. But it was so so crowded !! The queue reached the door =.= So we left ..

I bought myself a bag too !! I wanted to buy one since last year but i couldnt find one that i like and is not expensive.. LAtely even my school bag spoilt.. So i was even forced to take recycle bag to school haha. Now, i bought one that i could take to classes and outings.. And it's not expensive ~ Yay ! Suddenly realised the things i bought lately if not white is pink , i never know i'm a fan for pink haha.

But to KL, my life is just so fulfilling .. Because i hardly got time to relax.. Go to classes, then work .. Then do assignment .. On my little free time i'll catch up with my dramas.. Though i sleep early this few days .. Latest also by 2am , quite early for me .. But i still get dark circles =.= And lately i'm worried about my Muet test .. Had no idea what should i prepared ... Arrgghh...

Farewell forever lol.

2010-11-04T00:31:00.000+08:00

We known each other for long ..

Though we seldom stay in touch ,

but you remain in my heart.

I thought there's still chance ..

Just never realised that was already our last meeting ..

You're just cruel.

After you are beyond my reach ..

I'm sure I'll miss you , sometimes xD

You're always a precious friend .

Let's hope Jelly this name stays in your heart too.

Live well.

Meeple.

2010-11-03T20:37:00.000+08:00

Last Friday i had girls night with my lovely anna , kar , juvin , not to forget kong, capik and richard. We went to this Meeple , the board games place. At first i thought why should be pay to play board games ? snake and ladders ?? Then i knew it's really fun !! All the games that we never even knew existed.. SO MANY !! And we had fun.. It really didn't feel like 4 hours.. Time flies !

We played till midnight so i slept over at kong's house ~ Along with anna them too ! Saw kar's guinea pigs finally ! They're so adorable ... make me wanna get one myself.. I prefer a doggy but since it's not possible, guinea pig will do too.. But then i remember that my housemate dislike the smell lol. And it's a big responsible that i not sure if i have the time and patience.

Goodbye my friend, 再见

2010-10-29T02:57:00.001+08:00

Yesterday was Wednesday, aka Movie Day !! After work me and friends went for Buried. I heard friend said bout that movie, very boring.. But my friends said wanna try so we still watch it. Haha, whole show only one man and one scene... Really one man show.. But still not that bored, because there were moments of intense too.

One of my Foundation's classmate quit again.. Leaving utar setapak, quit his engineering course. Studying in University is really hard.. Though i know we should not give up.. But if it's too suffering, why should we continue ? Maybe the other way is way easier? If we tried our best, we still can't do it.. why should we force it? It might not be giving up, just accepting the reality and go for something we're capable. So, we farewell with him just now. It's been long since the last time I gathered with my foundation friends.. We talked a lot.. Played pool together.. I really don't feel like going home that time.. Because not always had this chance. But i'm too sleepy..

After a day off from work.. I really don't feel like going to work tomorrow morning =( .. And i just found out there's a test on Tuesday. Oh gosh, i really feel like i have no time to study.. I'm worried, though i only need a passing .. but still, it's not that easy. Really hoping i could cope. This is my choice after all right ? hehe.

p/s: makes me thinking again... it just feels complicated and confusing. i hate this feeling.

A part timer.

2010-10-24T22:02:00.000+08:00

Been too tired to blog .. Or just too tired to even online. Guess what ? I finally got myself a part time job ! Been wanting to do that for long but my schedule and studies don't allow that. Most people don't support this idea of mine.. It's not like i'm that poor that i need a job.. They think that i should just save myself all these troubles.. Even my mom is worried, or heart pain that her little daughter is so 'sanfu' ? haha.

But most people don't understand why.. It's not for the money.. Well, it kind of yes.. but not all of it. It's just that, it's what i want.. Let myself be more independent.. or useful.. more like a grown up.. not the ignorant girl. I don't wanna just be someone that only knows to waste parents money and don't give a damn about it... because I am really a big spender XP been wanting to buy a iphone4 .. but i calculated.. my salary would not even be enough to pay for the deposit xD because this job's payrate is too low !

Now i can't really feel my legs.. we have to stand all the time, which is the most difficult part of the job.. but the staff all told me they had the same problem.. need at least one week to get used to it =.= great! i'm already halfway through...

These few days past so fast.. The time that i'm not working.. i need to go to classes.. or just lie at my bed reading novel .. then fell fast and deeply asleep. It's okay.. just that now i'm worry about assignment n tests period =.=

Thanks alot to those that supported =) Appreciated. Though it's making me dead tiring.. i still like it.. Because this is how i want to live my life.

First day of Y2S2.

2010-10-19T03:19:00.000+08:00

First day of my Year Two Semester Two !! Early classes almost all day ! KL heat is really killing, but when i woke up early in the morning today, it rained ! Glad, but not too glad.. Because it's quite a walking distance to the bus stop. MAke me realised too that it never rain when it's time for school, FIRST.Luckily the rain stopped right on time. Bus was late on the first day lol .. The traffic was really awful.. So we took cab instead.

Japanese class is not as fun as i thought, because the lecturer lacks passion for teaching. He ownself told us that if he's not paid, definitely won't be teaching. But i still enjoy it. Others were boring ! Nothing to do in class because the subjects do not need paying attention to xP just for the attendance.

Then we went out to relax awhile before the work comes. Played pool haha! Actually i really sucks in that. But i had luck today !! So i didn't pull my partner down haha. We won all the way ~~~ WOW ! Then went to cybercafe. First time to cybercafe here. I was a tag along.., but i started playing SDO and was addicted xD I like games about keyboard.

Back from missing.

2010-10-14T01:20:00.000+08:00

Well, I've been missing from my blog ever since exam ended. Guess you all have the idea why's that.. Because i'm busy enjoying my sem break !! Haha.. This sem break is really a packed one .. as it involves lots of packing as well =)

I was kind of disappointed, because right after last paper was finished, time was not spent properly haha. I had been wanting to go shopping, even if it's just window shopping.. Go watch movie and eat my sushi zanmai ! But none was done.. because guys normally don't do that and i'm too lazy to take public transport.

Then we started our adventure.. To Raub LOL. Not really much of tourism there, but it's good to visit friend's hometown.. And we had fun ! Then we moved on to Kuala Lipis, another friend's hometown. Really hope to do that some other time, we wanna visit every one of our hometown.. But I don't know if that's possible for me.. It's really inconvenient to be the only girl, as not all would have empty sister's bed for me to sleep in. Aih..

Then I came back to KL before going back Kuantan.. Weird is it? When Kuala Lipis is already half way back Kuantan. Time in Kuantan was mostly spent relaxing.. Though the first night i arrived, was dragged to play ping pong in middle of night lol.. And it was something i never play before.. And i was the joke of the night, glad to keep them entertained @.@

Shortly after, i packed for Kota Bharu. You had no idea.. How suffering is the 5 hours journey.. Maybe because i was not feeling well at first, then i got headache and nausea.. But the food there was really a challenge for me. Because i don't eat those malay, spicy food which is practically what food means there. I hope I managed to lose some weight.

10/10/10 : Congratulations to my beloved sis.. Because that's a beautiful and meaningful date in her life forever now. Though my hand feels sour after being the cameragirl of the day, but i like playing with the dslr (cousin's).

Then i was back to Kuantan merely a day before coming back to KL, where i was now, where there is internet connection finally. But my happiness lost when i found out what a stupid girl i was.. Near to tears when i thought i cant take my MUET (the reason i'm back early). Luckily, problem is solved, and i'm grateful. Had my speaking test today. And it really didnt went well.. Too nervous aih~ So many of laggings ..

Anyway, i'm glad to be back here. Went for sushi king rm2 bonanza !! And we played pool, which had been very long and seldom. Had fun today ! And i was able to catch up with all my dramas.. Gong zhu jia dao, gossip girls, vampire diaries, gumiho.. Hope more nice dramas are coming out !! What's life without some drama ? xD

It's a long post, but i have to go packing again.. Leaving for Ipoh tomorrow lol.. It really makes me feel like a nomad, keep changing places ! Exhausted... You might think i'm crazy, but i hope classes start soon !

p/s: Heard results are about to come out. Wish me luck !! Really need it this time.. *fingers crossed*

I want to be your OBSESSION.

2010-09-23T01:00:00.004+08:00

Jelly likes the lyrics ❤

so here's my confession

don't just want you to love me

i want to be your attention

i want you to want me

i want you to need me
i want you to hear my confession

i want to be your Obsession !

(Verse 1)
Listen up I'm gonna' tell you bit about myself
I got a situation, ain't concerning nobody else
Just you and what you can do for me
(Ooh)

I had the life of ordinary, I spat it out
Now my condition's kind of scary, I need you now
Not love but I need something else

(Hook)
So here's my confession (This time x2)
Don't just want you to love me
I want to be your attention (This time x2)
Want my name on the Marky

(Chorus)
I want you (To want me)
I want you (To need me)
I want you
To hear my confession

I want to be your Obsession
(Whoa)

(Verse 2)
I'll fake sick, shy until you never let me go
So I can be your addiction in the stereo
I could be, just your type of high
(I can give what you like)

Your talkin' bout' the narcissist, it meants, in Hollywood
I'm lovin' myself, the word I need's for you to feel good (Let's go)
Let the music just take control

(Hook)

So here's my confession (This time x2)
Don't just want you to love me
I want to be your attention (This time x2)
Want my name on the Marky (Whoa)

(Chorus)
I want you (To want me)
I want you (To need me)
I want you
To hear my confession

I want to be your Obsession (x2)

Whoa (x3)

Ain't nothing wrong with OCD
Long as it's for me, long as it's for me

Ain't nothing wrong with OCD
Long as it's for me, long as it's for me

(Hook)

Here's my confession (This time x2)
Don't just want you to love me
I want to be your attention (This time x2)
Want my name on the Marky (Whoa)

(Chorus)
I want you (To want me)
I want you (To need me)
I want you
To hear my confession

I want to be your Obsession (x3)

p/s: I'm so attracted to Damon Salvatore ~

Mooncake festival.

2010-09-23T00:37:00.000+08:00

Happy Mid-autumn Festival !!

It's mid-autumn, it means the moon is round ~

I miss celebrating it at Teluk Chempedak.

Traffic would be terrible, but worth it.

The beach would be full with colourful lights..from candles and lanterns.

Though there is no lamps, the beach would be bright, under the moonlight.

How romantic ~

I don't really like eating mooncake.. so i didnt take any of mooncakes when mom offered me.

Then my friends wanted to eat, so each one bought one..

And we had a small mooncake festival ~

10 people with 10 mooncakes ..

So i ended up eating almost one whole mooncake,

just with variety.

Too bad the moon is too shy to show itself .. and it rained.

After breaking for so full, i lost the mood to study at all.

Whats worse is i don't feel nervous bout exam anymore lol.

We're already discussing plans for after exam xD

Round moon (checked)

Mooncake (checked)

Candles (checked)

Fox Rain / 太阳雨

2010-09-20T14:16:00.000+08:00

Fox Rain

(i prefer chinese translation, but too lazy to search)

I still don’t understand love

So I can’t get any closer

But why does my foolish heart keep pounding?

I’m haunted by you again and again

I just can’t get away

This hopeless love

Hurts my heart so much

Going from day to night

You’re all I think about

Being so pitiful and silly

What should I do?

The heart follows love

What am I going to do?

This hopeless love

Hurts my heart so much

Going from day to night

You’re all I think about

Being so pitiful and silly

What should I do?

The day when my pain fades away

Will that day ever come?

Being so pitiful and silly

What can I do after all?

The moonlight is so beautiful

I just can’t get away

Let me lie down by your side for a moment

A moment, just a moment

Satisfaction.

2010-09-19T23:05:00.000+08:00

I am guilty today. My next paper is Saturday, so i thought of relaxing myself awhile. Yesterday i watched my dramas .. Thinking to start studying today. Then today, mom called for lunch .. Then went shopping together with sis ... till the mall closed xP Haha !! But my mood got so much better after shopping , hehe.

I finally bought myself a new pair of jeans!!, which is in the shopping list since last year =x .. Jeans are expensive, i've been saving up, but then i didn't buy because i'm afraid i'll make a wrong decision again .. I really have difficult in making decision. Luckily i went with mom and sis, so this time i bought one that i'm very satisfied with !! Yahoo ~

For dinner, i suddenly remember the Kim Gary's cheese baked rice i've been craving for ! Last time when i keep bising i wanna eat , my classmates only use Wong Kok's as substitute ...

Lately i'm really determined to go on diet !! I didn't eat anything for over 20 hours yesterday =.= but still no effect yet =( The size of my jeans keep increasing ... sobs ..... I don't care !! I wanna diet ! I don't want being tease for being a fatty anymore ~

Okay, after enjoying myself, i gotta start studying again .. Or maybe after i watched "Mischievious Kiss" xD

Vampire + Gossip + Gumiho + Kiss

2010-09-19T02:38:00.000+08:00

New season has come !! Gossip Girl season four and Vampire Diaries season two ! Both new seasons are nice .... I actually kind of sick with gossip girl... their love affair and relationship are just too complicated , I don't like it, too much drama. But the starting of new season is always fresh, with all new stories and new characters.

Dan has a baby, Milo. Chuck Bass left with new identity leaving people thinking he's dead. I'm so glad .. i don't really want him dead. And gossip girl's culprit come out finally !! But , not really that interesting about her. Or maybe i'm wrong ? She is just another GG follower.

Vampire Diaries season 1 ending is suspending enough, with Katherine back. I kind of feel Stefan changed, negatively. So is Damon, but opposite direction. I falling for Damon.. He's actually good, just always being the one abandoned, he's hurt and shutting himself.. It's true, being mean and evil is always easier than trying to be kind. Really feel so sad for him, rejected by Katherine, then again by Elena. Oh oh... and i was really curious about why the mayor and his son is acting so strange.. I was actually stupid for not realising.. I already knew that there are gonna be wolfman existence in the new season.. Just don't know why i didn't get the connection.. It's because they are wolfman !! Wow.. another thing to worry about other than Katherine, Caroline turning vampire, Bonnie being a bitch.. oppss .. is witch xP

I actually just feel excited after just watching all the new episodes, but don't know who to share lol.. Obviously my classmates (all guys) are not the good listeners. So i'm writing it here. I watched another korean drama, "My Girlfriend is Nine-tailed Fox". Directly translated the title from chinese, i not sure bout the english title. Not bad, quite a different kind of story from other korean drama.. And it's been quite long since there's a nice korean drama.

Oh, and "It Started With A Kiss" is coming out in Korean version... , originally Taiwan. I like that drama so much, watched the first and second season (They Kiss Again) many times. I'm really happy about the korean one, because the main actor i think suits this character well. But then, quite disappointed after watching the first episode.. Not as nice as i thought.. I prefer taiwan's.

* Fuiyoh .. So busy updating with dramas in the midst of examination =x *

No more drinking !

2010-09-17T23:34:00.001+08:00

Oh no !!! Exam is so near yet I cannot study !

I've made up my mind !!

I, Wong Jia Li, will quit drinking !

Drinking would damage our brain cells , no good no good.

I am not a alcoholic ... nono ..

I still need to study, i need to preserve my brain .

SAY NO TO DRINKING !

Except for special occasions xP

Letting go.

2010-09-17T18:16:00.001+08:00

I continuously told myself not to think and not to miss.. But human brain is not something you can control.

I told myself not to care and not to mind ... But human heart is not something you can control.

You hurt me, yet you still do. I told myself it's not your fault, because if it is, it's mine as well.

I cannot blame you, I can only blame my useless self.

And this is what I remind myself : Let go what should be let go, and when you do, let it all free.

爱无限

2010-09-14T17:34:00.000+08:00

怎么办？考试越近，我就看越多的戏。今天看了“爱无限”。我蛮喜欢看潘韦伯的戏。

恋爱会让生活变得有色彩。听了让我觉得心都甜甜的了，好羡慕哦。

不过是我长大了，我已明白那是不存在的在我们的世界上。

但我还是好想念它。

Take 2

2010-09-14T04:24:00.000+08:00

I am very lost lately.. very confused .. And i don't know why.. I starts to wonder , what am I doing ? What is it that I'm supposed to do ? I questioned my existence .. And I cannot find the answer. I am just a tiny creature in this universe. If one day I disappeared, how many would care? I feel like I am a nobody to all, except for my family. Sometimes, i really wish i could be invisible.. Don't have to interact with people.. Just live on my own, do whatever I wants..

Maybe I just want an escape from life.. I already dislike the life i'm living.. When i think back, i regretted a lot of things.. Too much of things.. And I always convinced myself to let go, because there's nothing we could do for our past.. Just look forward Jelly, don't look back anymore. Just make sure you won't do anything you'll regret anymore.. But it's hard.. The longer we live, regrets accumulated and followed us.

People have to learn from mistakes .. I know that. If those mistakes were not made, I would never learn. But now that the mistakes were made, how i wish life can have Take 2.

Raya break.

2010-09-14T03:34:00.002+08:00

Lol abandoned my blog for so long. Getting lazy .. Or maybe i just dont know what to blog.. and how should i blog .. Sometimes, i cant exactly write all my feelings here, though that was the purpose for this blog of mine.. So i thought of making it private.. Making it like a real diary ... But i wasnt really into writing a diary.. It makes me insecure, pouring my heart out. Now, i'm reopening my blog !

I was back to Kuantan for National break ... then back to KL for week 14.. Then Ipoh for dental appointment, then back to KL and back to Kuantan for few days before coming back KL for Raya break ! You are like "what??", right? haha all i do was packing and packing and repacking.. Now i was back to Genting Klang, supposedly preparing for my final, which i am not ..

I had fun with all the family gatherings ... though there was some quarrel happenings still. But i missed the gathering with the girls !! I miss them dearly .. And i missed the shopping chance too ! Because my dad hates shopping and prefer to go Genting lol.. I was so bored there since my 2 attempts of sneaking in the casino failed ! They took turns to babysit me ... 4 months later, i will definitely passed those door with my IC sticking at my forehead just for the fun of it !! But it's ok, because it means i still look young =D

Mood swings

2010-08-26T02:04:00.001+08:00

Finally lifted from all the assignments and tests stress. Yesterday after presentation was feeling "i wanna go free!!" ... Planned to drive to mall and shopped or watch a movie. I wanted to go by myself, dont know why.. But then my friend ask to go together.. I agreed, then regretted...

Finished class at 3pm... Then wait ha wait ha, 4pm.. Go school wait for other friends for almost 2 hours for what i dont understand at all ! Mood turned from good to no mood to bad mood.. Really want to get out and just take bus back home.. But then i might lost my friends..

Actually the plan was to go sing karaoke.. But i knew it wouldn't happen anymore, cause it will be damn expensive during nighttime.. Reached Pavilion at 7pm.. Ate Carls Junior and watched Adventure of king. It was quite bored at first, followed by hilariousness. And we took photos outside KLCC using friend's DSLR. The photo is so nice, wish to have one.. But it's not needed and it's expensive..

Mood recovered after that.. I know i shouldn't be thinking too much... Being happy is a good thing.. I always know happy or unhappy, is just how i want it to be.. Yet .. It's not that simple.. It's hard to want to be happy ..

Sometimes, you really cant change who you are.

2010-08-20T02:16:00.001+08:00

Did badly for test today.. First of all, i forgot my calculator.. Because it was always in my bag so i didnt bother to check.. Then, i didnt get to find the formulae which is only on the last page. I searched the book, but missed that out, such an idiot.. But i did my best.. I studied all i can.. When i dont get it, i stayed up all night and read word by word.. Even that i still cant get it, but at least i tried. But it just feel sucks when you're feel so helpless looking at those questions and know that you dont know how to answer them, despite how much u studied. I always thought doing my best is enough. Maybe it was only okay when you did average or only did bad once awhile. When you put in all you can, but all of them still ended so badly.. It would means that there's nothing i can do to improve.. Because i already tried all i capable of. It proves that i am merely just stupid.. No matter how i study.. I have no talent at all in this course.. Or i just really don't have any talent. An ordinary stupid girl. Just accept the fact already.

Pride & Prejudice

2010-08-15T00:07:00.000+08:00

Feeling so nostalgia.. During secondary schools, we used to have this hobby.. kap zai lol. I think all girls have that, do you remember? It makes your day interesting. Give you motivation to go to school and something to talk about and laugh about with your girlfriends.. Always something to look up to.

Well, there used to be few lucky ones.. Senior with handsome face.. Stranger with good attitude. Friend whom i have feelings for. Senior who always look at my way. LOL ~ It feels good, it's teenager life?? Because now, i dont feel that anymore.. I havent had those feelings to kap zai since i been to university.. Wait, at first, i used to kap this guy same lecture class with me.. But it's just because he resembles my ex bf.. Then i stopped that because he's messing with my mind and heart.

Kap zai doesnt mean want to be with him.. It's like an art lol.. Just admiring... It will turn out to be another story once you get to know him.. Then the imagination about him being so perfect is gone. I don't know why i can't do that now.. Is it because i grow up? But my friend opposed that. They have no problem with that.. So guess there is no one here to captivate my heart lol ~ So my heart remains with my dear Casillas haha! But i'm such a flower heart.. Just watched Pride and Prejudice for twice straight. I must have watched it for about 10 times.. But it's still my favourite. Where is my Mr Darcy ?? Makes me wonder.. So hope Mr Darcy could walk out from the movie, just like in Fushigi Yuugi. But if Fushigi Yuugi is real, i wouldn't mind Tamahome too.(a guy who walk out from a book)

I have known this long.. To protect myself, i have to keep to myself, not knowing anything. Because it will hurt me, intentionally or unintentionally.. I have known better that some promises are not to be believed.. not to be trusted.. I am selfish for not having faith, but i can't help it.. I'm too scared of feeling hurt. It's one thing i will not risk for.

多的是，你不知道的事

2010-08-14T03:41:00.000+08:00

Recently time passed fast, because of the tight schedule lol. My fluid mechanics 2 test ? I guessed i'm failing it haha ! Should have just watched movie and save myself all those stress. I think when i'm busier, i would watch more movies.. To escape from the works maybe? I watched so many american series lately! White collar, gossip girls, now is vampire diaries.

The Last Air Bender is not bad.. Just i think the movie.. is kind of childish.. something more similar to Narnia, you get what i mean? The way the story is presented (I hate the narrating part!) & their dialogue all.. But the effects are good, i like it.. but the story line moves too fast..

Went for look out point too, out of a sudden lol.. Just chatted and chatted there.. wasted so much time, but ... it was well spent. I think that's a good spot, but the food is just so-so.. Oh, i didnt get to remember the route again haha.. So sorry friends if you want me to bring u xP

Love in Disguise, just watched it. Hmm.... I thought it would be better.. But.. It's not.. Boring !! The story is so not creative.. too common.. and some part is just too fake.. Not too funny.. All i enjoyed was just the songs and LEEHOM !! Secret is better... So JayC won again ! Yes! I am more of a Jay Chou's fan~ But just this time, i like LeeHom's new songs better.

I'm a sick-Jelly now.. Homesick =( .. Haha not really.. just sick sick .. But the fever had already gone down, so i'm better.. But other virus still won't leave me alone.. Nevermind, i will fight them all ~ Don't wanna depends on medicine..

Time to sleep again~ Nites.

Stress

2010-08-11T02:48:00.000+08:00

Arrghh !!
Been having a hard times...
Have to do 2 lab sessions..
Pass up 3 reports ..
1 test on Thursday, one i hate most.
1 practical test on Friday.
2 assignments due.
And it all doesnt just end this week.
Been feeling so stress !!
And i hate the weather !!
The weather is not helping at all !!
It's so hot all day and all time !!
Just staying at home or doing nothing make me feels irritated !
Cause i'll be sweating !
UrggHH!! i hate sweating !

Totally not in the mood to study.
Which means i haven't start studying for my tests !!
Just wanna release some of the stress.. Aih ..

hanging dog

2010-08-05T00:04:00.000+08:00

I watched another movie this week ! and i love it too. SALT , worth skipping class for haha. It's quite unpredictable.. Or i'm just too tired to think of anything and just let me mind swing around with the movie line.

Then, i went to Gym with friends. Well, due to something and something, i got to go for free. Yeah i do like it there, exercising, enjoying the sauna and shower. Just that, it took too much time off my study time..

Been still busy with my works.. But still i wanna to enjoy my life. There's a steamboat gathering this weekend. Wanted to hang out with them so much, but there's many obstacles.. Studies, transport ... I could draw some time out from my studying, but it's too far, i dont really know how can i go there and back.. Especially when i dislike driving in KL.. And i don't know the way lol..

It's August.

2010-08-02T02:12:00.000+08:00

Ya, i know i've been slack.
So i'm here for a quick update.
Last Wednesday was one of 11+1 members birthday!
Happy birthday to Goy Shuh Yun !!
One hardworking fella who tries to not skip class.
But he studies different subjects in different classes every time.
Example, study A during class B, but study B during class C..

We didn't really celebrate his birthday, sorry bout that.
We just went to KFC for dinner and then a movie.
Yes, a movie ! It'd been so long since we been to movie..
Tight schedule on works and money been the factors..
Went for Inception, good choice, great movie.
Make us discussed much after the movie..
But for me, i'll like to think the totem did stop at last.
Because i'm one into-happy-ending person.
So then i could sleep soundly at night.

Just back from Ipoh, you know, the appointment thing.
It's been kind of consuming my time and strength.
I can't sleep in the KTM ! I was dead bored.
Have to think of something to do the next time.
The guy sitting next to me was watching a movie from his cell..
But he wouldn't share LOL ~

Been even more slacking after back from my little trip.
Slept for 12 hours ..
Kept watching movies..
Ghosts of Girlfriends Past, a nice one.
White Collar, an addictive series.
The others are just so so ...

Should have been sleeping now,
but the line speed at late night is always the devil ..
Anyway, Good nites .

Miss you, dear !

2010-07-25T00:43:00.000+08:00

♥ ♥ ♥

A moment with Lynn before her leaving again.. ;)

Get funky ~

2010-07-24T23:46:00.001+08:00

My used-to-be favourite songs !!
Enjoyed myself listening back =D

Ooh Eeh Ooh Aa Aah Ting Tang Walla Walla Bing Bang

Tarzan and Jane

Boom boom boom

I only kiss kiss kiss when the Sun dont shine.

Jelly's voices FIRST birthday !

2010-07-22T02:53:00.001+08:00

Suddenly remember that my blog had passed it's first anniversary on 10th July !!Only remember i started blogging last July..
Well, i'm influenced by my friends who mostly are blogging , i dont really wanna be outdated ..
And i feel it's a good practice .. as i make it like an public diary , the prove of me living ..
The colours of my life..
And for my friends to keep track of me as we seldom have time to catch up now that we're all separated.

There's others i would like to say regarding my blog ..
But my bed is calling for me ...
So , i'll just make this a short one ..
Nites peeps !!

think twice.

2010-07-21T01:09:00.000+08:00

Just a single word, you can stabbed deep in one's heart.
So.. just think twice before saying anything..
People have feelings..
No matter how strong they seemed at the outside,
they have only a human heart.
No matter how they managed to convince themselves to forgive you for your insensitivity,
they will still get hurt.

Well-spent weekends.

2010-07-19T21:58:00.000+08:00

Spent quality time with family last weekend.
My mom came kl again , and we went to check through my sis sample wedding album. Seriously, it came out nice.
Went for meal at Sushi Tei in Tropicana City. It's very similar with Sushi Zanmai .. Like a branch or something.

While the night is still young, we went to Opera for beer.
I like it there, we like it there!
The live band there is not bad, the atmosphere there too.
And we drank so much because there's promotion.
3 people with 6 pints and 2 jugs ..
I really feel nausea, luckily didnt throw up haha.
Had so much fun !!

Next day went for Bak Kut Teh in Klang. Miss it so much ~ Taste so good after so long.

I lost my pendrive .. My LoveBelle that i love... Left it in practical lab .. I really tried my best to get rid of my "big head prawn-ness" ... But seems the effort was useless haha.

I feel old, already.

2010-07-14T23:08:00.000+08:00

Omg !! Suddenly i feel that i'm so old already !!
I miss being young !!
Please, dont let me age anymore !!
I've left my teenage life ...
There are things i wanna do,
but i feel like i'm too old to do that anymore..
Dont wanna embarass myself..

Sometimes when i'm watching tv,
the handsome actor or singer ...
Is younger than me !!
How can i admire any handsome and say wan them as my bf when they're younger than me ??
oh no, i'm gonna miss that so much !!!!
*cries*

Secretary Jelly

2010-07-14T17:23:00.000+08:00

World Cup ended , but i miss it so much ...
We went to Library for the final.
But too bad it closed after the match..
I miss the prize giving ceremony !!
I miss Casillas taking the cup !! ish ish ..

School was getting harder and harder with all reports tests assignments coming together..
We joined the Built Environment Society..
I was nominated as the Secretary..
Lol, i dont know it's a good thing or a bad one..
I dont really like being busy, preparing all the paperwork..
But i do hope to improve myself to be more sociable..
Really wish i could do this properly..

Iker Casillas , my man !

2010-07-12T06:49:00.001+08:00

Gonna make another post just for Casillas !!
World Cup finally ended ...
And the cup is Casillas's !! Congrates !!

I not really interested in world cup at first ..
Because i dont wanna watch the early matches..
Actually , i kind of like football ..
I watched it all last time , and i like Oliver Kahn from Germany then.

The team i support lost sometimes ..
Luckily Casillas didnt disappoint me this time ..
You rocks !! Love you !!
It's Iker Casillas to save the world !!
WoohoOOo !!

Having class at 8am =.=
Hope i wont dozed off ...... zzZZzz ...

* Eclipse *

2010-07-11T14:47:00.000+08:00

I'm gonna make a very own post for just Eclipse !!
Eclipse is Good !!

Maybe because it exceeds my expectation..
I don't like New Moon actually,
but Eclipse is better.

When i read the novel,
i don't really like Jacob..
His love is too harsh..
But now, i'm starting to like him..
Could understand how he feel..
Pity him..
But nevermind, the ending would be great =)

I don't think the Cullen family actually look good..
The skin is so white, that the white is not pretty..
But Jasper is damn cool in this one..
Love his new hair..
But the movie dont explained his past in details..
I bet most that didnt read the novel cant understand him well.

However, Victoria changed actress !!
I like the last one better...
More pretty, more cunning .. Lol ..
But Rizel is handsome !! Oh gosh..

Germany - Casillas

2010-07-08T04:43:00.001+08:00

Oh no .. Germany lost already ..
What to do .. Casillas is too good ..
Either way, still happy can see Casillas fighting again =D
Go go go , Casillas !!

Steven Corner was so packed ..
Sat at behind and during critical moment ,
all heads were moving here and there lol ..
Chi gek oh =.=
But damn tired ..

Sinmun's birthday celebration.

2010-07-06T14:35:00.000+08:00

Had such a busy week..
Weekdays are busy with class..
Then weekend busy enjoying life !
It's my beloved roommate's birthday!!
Happy 20th Birthday to Sinmun.
Friday night, Gary came from Kampar and we went I-city!
Quite beautiful, but abit bored..

Saturday we went Genting!
Taking bus is so tiring..
Nearly had no room and had to stay up overnight.
Too late for theme park so we only went to watch football..
Genting International Showroom..
with chui ling and ian rush as host..
N.I.C.E !
The matches were so exciting !!
Especially Germany!!
I like Germany, because i think they play just and fair.
But i like Casillas so much !!
So i really dont know who to support during semi-final =.=

I think i have a thing for goalkeeper whose captain too.
Last time i liked Oliver Kahn .. Now Iker Casillas =D

I am so packed with school works actually !
Endless reports.. assignments.. mid terms...
Oh how much i hate them !!
But im trying to be positive.. Enjoy them as much as i can =.=

I-City

Gasoline at I-city.

Lol taken in the photo booth!

with chui ling.

Ian Rush

*doubt it completely!!*

Anything is possible in dream.

2010-06-30T23:02:00.000+08:00

Last night i had a dream..
Well, i think it's impossible in reality..
But i dreamt of it.. and it makes me so happy...
Really really happy..
Yet, i have woke up..

Badminton today was tiring.
Added a few more bruises to my collection lol.
Some i noticed how i got it,
but some, i seriously do not know how they come by..
And i so prone to bruises ??

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Bye Portugal. Miss u.

2010-06-30T04:43:00.000+08:00

Aih , feel so sad ..
Portugal is going home ..
C.Ronaldo , please bring me home with u !!

At first i just purely wanna go watch the match..
After awhile, i've taken Portugal preference..
Dont know why and it has nothing to do with Ronaldo(seriously).
Really feel so excited this match..
I think Portugal did great in first half..
Though i dont know how to play football xP

This is first time i'm so emotionally attached to the team.
Really disappointed they cant win..
Hope i can dream of another happy ending in my sleep later..
Nites football-crazy people =)

ps: Finally got to drink the RootBeer i've been craving for.. Tastes better when u're crazing for it!

A friend introduced this song to me.
And i like it.
It's a Malaysian girl there.

A weekend in paradise.

2010-06-29T00:38:00.000+08:00

Spent a great weekend in Kuantan !
I really dont feel like coming back to KL..
To face all the stupid lectures and assignments and reports...
Kuantan and home seems like paradise..
I guess you all could understand right?
Once you were out studying..
When you're home,
your parents would care much bout you ..
And pampered you lots lots !!

My mom cooked soup for me,
i really lack of "leng tong" lately hehe.
Then went shopping with mom,
and she offered to buy me shirts!!
Then i requested durians for dinner..
It was so yummy !!
*fingers licking good xP*

Went out with few friends too ...
Hang out abit and totally forgot the burdens i've left in KL..
Arrghhh.. how good would it be if i'm on holiday now..
Being able to stay up late ans watch the World Cup.
Sleep at whenever i want,
needless to worry about class the next day..
But that, remained in my dreams ...
So, im gonna go dream now...
Good night , sweet dreams people =)

Jelly's voices ♥

Time is Love.

她的每一句话，都会说到你心里

一步一步走火入魔

請先了解我，再說愛上我

Meg ~

忠于原味.

Emo post.

Internship

Sorry for a long post. You dont have to read if you dont like it.

Lala's

Dream

倪安東

Never growing up.

Road trip

Things to be done

My awesome weekend.

我的兄弟们

Usual updates.

Buried deep in mountain of homework.

梁心颐 - 我不再怕

超屌的 杰伦演唱会

Couple is Trouble.

哭过之后，笑笑得擦干眼泪，说，没关系，我可以做的很好的。

一个人脸上有太多的笑是因为心里有太多的痛…因为痛了，伪装笑

Triple Aquarius ~

Valentine Day

Summer's Desire

My Bunny Year ~

Rabbit is coming to town =D

Whole sem break update lol.

可是怀念 竟比失去 还要更难受 ..

My Christmas.

Lonely Jelly.

Gakusei desu.

Byebye Workaholic. Hello Shopaholic !

心情天天天天纷乱 。

~ Pinko ~

Moonlight Legend

Whitey Lacey ♥

=)

Night Treasure Hunt * Mafia movie

The "him" from Dreamland.

A date with Harry Potter.

Life is Precious.

Determination !

5th November

Farewell forever lol.

Meeple.

Goodbye my friend, 再见

A part timer.

First day of Y2S2.

Back from missing.

I want to be your OBSESSION.

Mooncake festival.

Fox Rain / 太阳雨

Satisfaction.

Vampire + Gossip + Gumiho + Kiss

No more drinking !

Letting go.

爱无限

Take 2

Raya break.

Mood swings

Sometimes, you really cant change who you are.

Pride & Prejudice

多的是，你不知道的事

Stress

hanging dog

It's August.

Miss you, dear !

♥ ♥ ♥

Get funky ~

Jelly's voices FIRST birthday !

think twice.

Well-spent weekends.

I feel old, already.

Secretary Jelly

Iker Casillas , my man !

* Eclipse *

超屌的杰伦演唱会

可是怀念竟比失去还要更难受 ..

心情天天天天纷乱。